tangled

2005-10-27T02:22:00.000-07:00

Beautifully Broken

Bugger shit, I missed school again. Mom was sick in the morning so I had to stay home to look after her & after getting her a glass of water, I went back to sleep and dang it, I overslept & only woke up at 9am. Told Mom I overslept & couldn't make it to school at this time so she said I should stay home & look after her. Which means, I've got no date with Cherlene ): It's okay, there's still next week. Oh fuck, tomorrow's class posting day. Dear Lord, please put me in the combination I want, with nice people in it :) Not that this year's are not nice, just that somethings happen & things changed for the worse I guess. But after I know about what class I'm going to, I'll party the whole holiday & yes, study too. Oh please let me get into the combination I want dear Lord, please :)
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Never fear my dear,
Cause we've got nothing left to hide

/ The Spill Canvas

2005-10-26T02:31:00.000-07:00

Face step, let down

Eating Percy Pig & Pals now :) I love the Sheep the most, sweet strawberry.Anyway, tomorrow there is Maths the whole day. From like 1015 all the way till school ends. I mean must they torture us to this extend ? We need a break too you know. Friday's the last day of school, can't wait :) I mean there's not much of memories worth taking back with me from C1 is there ? Oh dear Lord, I pray really hrad that you would please let me get into the combination that I chose as first or second. I totally like screwed up the whole performance today in the canteen. Damn, it was so embarrassing, thank God I only played for one session & we have to go back for Cca in the holiday to prepare for Cca fair & clean the harp room. It's the week before school reopens anyway so why not. Tomorrow I may be towning with Cherlene baby <3 Oh, I can't wait to get my slippers, I'm going to hack what my Mother says about no more slippers rule cause hey, it's just one more pair of slips & I will wear it, I swear ! Oh & one more really really good thing to look forward too is Friday :) I'll be staying over at Becky's to paint the banner for camp registration booth. We'll be meeting up at Holland first than we'll head down to her house for the banner painting. Oh, and yes, I'm finally going back to cell after 349384903 years. I've missed the food & of course, my cell :) At least there is something to look forward to even though I dread Friday. Returning of report books & the class you're going too. Dang it. Oh Lord, please let me get into my frst 2 choices. I'll study hard I promise. Oh yes, before I forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TERI TAN NING :) With much love <3 Maybe if we tried a little harder, things won't turn out this way, MONONO SHALL BE KNOWN AS SMILES FROM NOW ON :) :) :)
;
Scream, scream cause it hurts
Your everyword, cuts me inside & leaves me worse
Tell me, this is not goodbye

Why don't we hit restart and pause it at our favorite parts we'll skip the goodbyes
If I had it my way, I'll turn the car around and run away just you & I

/ Matchbox Romance

2005-10-19T05:14:00.000-07:00

Cause you're beautiful and everyone knows it
And you're everything I want you to be

Great, what a great day today. I’m sitting in the hall, getting back all the results of the papers that we sat for in early November. Oh wow, English was such a big disappointment. I thought I could have gotten higher than that. Maths, it was so expected of me to get like 29.9. Oh wow, Faith you’re one smart ass to get that marks for your Maths ! Good job. Science, 35.5. How good can you get man Faith. Geog I failed la. Wth man. I was so freaking pissed off cause of my Geog. Thank God I still got 60.6 for Lit even though I didn’t finish my paper. If only I had finished it la ! History, yes. I believe my God is one Awesome God. And when I say Awesome, I have just experienced His wonderful miracles if you just simply trust & pray. I was sitting there, praying to God to just give me 55 for History, just 55, I’m not asking for more. And when I got back my paper, I got 55. I was so happy & glad that my God is that awesome & prayer works wonders. Same thing happen for my art too. I said 60, it turned out to be 62  My God is so AWESOME. Oh well, at least I passed my average so I’m quite safe for the moment. At least I can still have some mood to party. We have lunch time performance in the Canteen on Wednesday. Like I suck at harp, I really feel like quitting it. Maybe I should not go for the performance on Wednesday, I will just throw my face away. I suck at harp la. Cause I can’t seem to get it right, ALWAYS !

Monono: At least I saw your smile <3

Cherlene: Thank you baby, for being here for me always & cheering me up  Thank you so much darling. I don’t know what I will be without you <3

Until the day I die, I'll spill my heart for you

2005-10-14T04:50:00.000-07:00

Remember the time we talked to 6am
6am & I'm tired of missing you

Founder's Day :) It was quite okay. Sat with Sarah & Persie. It ended half an hour earlier than expected & I was suppose to go to Sentosa but that Mummy went to cancel it cause I didn't pack my room. Hurr --" Whatever la. So stayed at home the whole day doing nothing. Yesterday was so fun :) Outing the whole day with Cherlene till like 8pm than I came home. Talked, bitched & most importantly, Monono ;) It's our little secret. Bought a wallet cause I couldn't find a nice shirt to buy la. Found one at Mango, but by that time, I was broke cause the wallet cost me 28.90 and I had to give Cherlene money to buy her crumpler. But I enjoyed myself throughly :) I'm so sorry Charlotte ): Another time okay ! I promise. Charlotte got me addicted to the Full House soundtrack ! I kept listening to eat over & over again :) I really want to watch Full House, would someone please lend me the serial ? Tomorrow outing with Kim baby :) Suppose to be Sunday but Mummy wanted to go out with me than, so tomorrow Kim & I are going to spend the whole day together ! Lunching and all :) Than there's church on Sunday & our board for the booth is postponned to next week cause Bala's printer was down & Denise couldn't do it. So now I have to find someone who would print it for us. Would anyone be oh so kind to volunteer please ): We need your help URGENTLY. Denise is flying off tonight to Australia. Have a safe trip sweetie :) I'll miss you. Yes Jac, I'm so sorry about the books. I'll pass them to you on Sunday. You can kill me than. So so sorry Jac.

I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FRIEND. I GUESS I WAS WRONG. SO NOW IT SEEMS I'M THE ONE TO BLAME FOR THIS. IT'S ME, JUST ME

Anytime I'm not with you, I hope I'll see you soon

2005-09-30T04:55:00.000-07:00

Sweet penance for a sound
it might explode in our hands

Eoys are officially starting next Monday all the way to next Tuesday. Everyone is mugging their brains out and feeling so stressed up about everything & anything. Afraid they can't make it to the combination they want, afraid they will drop to normal, afraid that they will fail. Teachers were all so stressed up & nervous today, rushing through every single thing cause it's the last lesson before the exams. Asking us to remember formulaes, balance equations, calculate the work done & tian xie han zi. The atmosphere was so tense today, so much shouting, scolding & nagging. But I've learn not to worry so much cause I'm trusting God that He will work things out for me. I've learn in Sunday School ( yes, I still have Sunday school ) that you just put in some effort & God will mulitply it for you :) God is so great, mighty & powerfu. There's nothing, absolutely nothing that MY God cannot do for you or for me. Just learn to cast all your worries on Him & He will make a way for you. Trust God. Well, today was a normal day as usual, all the scolding, nagging and checking of result slips for term 2 again. Helped with the founder's day decorations with some people. Got test papers from Ms Quek and sweets :) Thank you Ms Ho for that lovely flower :) Childrens' day is tomorrow, how I wish I could be a children again ): Oh well.

Yesterday online, cleared some stuff with Joey, my taxi & shithead. I'm so glad I've a friend like her cause I know she'll be there for me when I need her. Thank you darling :) Talked to her about some friendship problems ( again ). I'm not sure of certain things myself too so we'll just have to watch and see how things progress. Thank you so much Joey for talking to me, hearing me out and listeing to my endless complians and rambling. Sometimes I wonder if I'm a HUGE mistake than God created.

Sunshine boy, you burn so bright. The smile on your face melts my heart. The smile that you have is a million dollar smile. I love you

2005-09-13T02:15:00.000-07:00

Like a bed of roses
there's a dozen reason in this gun

Hello hello :) I just finished studying 2 chapters of geography since 3 - 4 :) I studied the sec one chapter cause I forgot about it :/ Just got home not long with Jasmine cause she didn't want to get home so early --" So stayed in school till like 230 when the guitar girls came than we scrammed :D I mean hey, that's our class ! I know you love our class, everyone loves 2C1 :D Oh well, I know I do <3 This is what I did during the holidays from Thursday - Tuesday. ( Now )

Thursday
No violin, to my great pleasure.
Met Wifey at 1055 at her house bus stop to collect Stairway vcds.
Went home, lunched.
Watched Stairway from 12-9.
Maggie mee for dinner.
Than studied Maths from 10-12.
12-1 watched disney channel.
1-2 watched Da chang jin.

Friday
Breakfast next door.
Studied from 11-2.
Chicken rice for lunch.
Watched Series of Unfortunate events.
Studied from 4-5.
Changed, went down to Waffle for dinner, cell later.

Saturday
Chinese tuition in the morning.
Went down to shop for lunch.
Came home at around 330.
Watched tv from 4-630.
tv again from 7-9.
Studied from 9-11.

Sunday
Churched, shine forth. ( Teri led )
And I FINALLY saw Teri Bird after so long :)
Lunch at Takashimaya.
Came home, napped.
tv from 4-9.
Studied from 9-12.

Monday
School :)
Dateline for history hw was due tomorrow.
Maths didn't get it.
Came home, studied till like 9.
STAIRWAY & ANTM :)

Tuesday
School :)
No cca, Friday Cheryl, Abby & I are going.
I was trying to stay awake during Lit.
I was paying attention during Physics.
I forgot to bring my maths tb & Ms Quek lend it to me.
Stayed with Jas in class to watch Joelle sing song :D
STAIRWAY TONIGHT, TONIGHT, TONIGHT !

I HAVE A CONFESSION TO MAKE. I AM IN LOVE WITH ~~ADAM BRODY~~, ~~OLIVER JAMES~~, ~~TOM FELTON~~, ~~PEEL FRESH ):~~,MR OH SO GORGEOUS CHE CHENG JUN <3. I LOVE MY KWON SANG WOO, JUN CHENG CHEEEEEEEE :).

2005-09-07T02:45:00.000-07:00

I just want you to know
that I've been fighting to let you go

Hello, the one week holidays are coming to an end soon ): Yesterday when we had school, I was really happy being able to see my classmates :) It's been only 4 days & I've missed them already, can't imagine what life will be without them next year ): Meeting Gwynna tomorrow to get the Stairway to Heaven disc to watch :) MR CHE CHENG JUN. Why can't anyone else see that he's so handsome ? He is, he is so handsome I tell you <3 I'm in love with the word Jun. I wish my name had the word Jun inside it ! Oh well, here are some shoutouts.
2c1 : Oh please, Luti siao tibo, Siao meh :) Our class catch phrases. I wonder what life will be without you people in class. It's been really really great fun knowing you bunch. The year is coming to an end & as much as I hate it to end, it's going to end ): I will miss all the times we had together as a class. I will miss the times we dirve the teachers up the wall :D Being the noisest class in the level, the countless complains we always get from the teachers :) We are always doodling on the board, writing the advertisements on it, drawing pictures :) I will never forget the times that we all spent together. I think this year our class has become more united :) And of course, closely bond together. You all never fail to cheer a teacher up or classmate. As long as we have each other, there is no obstacle that we cannot cross, no moutain we cannot over come. 2c1, you're the best thing that has ever happen to me this year <3
Clique : It's been almost 2 years hasn't it ? I'll never forget the times spent together, during recess. The non-stop crapping and the kiasu-ness of rushing to " chop " a table :D I still remember once we took up like the whole stretch of tables. I especially enjoy the recess after art cause than, we've got so many things to talk about (; I cannot imagine what life will be like without you people in my life. No more joy & laughter. I would just die next year. How could I ever forget the encouraging words you all said to each other ? Telling each other silly things and telling one another that you can do it. Or simply just cracking a joke the brighten the day :) I don't remember that there's any point of time that we were ever quiet during recess. We never were, never were. This shows how much we simply love talking :D I love you clique, I can't imagine me being in another class without all of us being together <3
J3WF : June holidays were the bestest of times :) We went over to Wynn's house almost every once a week ! Crapping and eating, using the computer, playing tai di when we were suppose to be studying :D And Jasmine, the lamer will always be cracking cold jokes, but we will laugh like mad over them :) We shared so many things, we were so close that time & even now. I really hope that this bond will never be broken. Knowing you people was something that I thank God for, with you people, you all brought joy into my life. You all are always encouraging, funny & SIAO :D I wonder what life will be if my June holidays were not spent with you people <3
Cherlene : Remedy, Pee Wee, Ting tong :) I'm so glad I got to know you this year. I enjoy all the times we had together, the shopping, study sessions and bitching on the phone, smses :) I really thank you for being there for me always, never failing to cheer me up when I'm sad cause I can't get to see Monono :D When sometimes I hate myself, you will always tell me that you are there for me, by just saying this, I already feel so much better. When I share my problems with you, you will always listen to me, telling me what I should do, you're always there :) I would like to tell you that I'll be here for you too. I MISS MONONO DARLING ): But I miss you more <3

I know I have to face the truth, cause I can never be with you

2005-08-31T09:11:00.000-07:00

It's the tearing of love notes
casting the grey-stained windows

Just got home not long from Esplanade with my family today :) Oh yes, HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY :) School was okay, had Aces day work out & Mrs Teo was so funny :D Than we had abit of free time, after that, we headed to the hall for the teachers' day concert. It was quite retarded & funny. After that, cabbed back to primary with Joey, Zelia, Yuhui & Persie. Waited for the cab for like half an hour. After that, went to eat chicken rice, pizza & drink the milo. Did I tell you that the milo was so nice ? Nicer than sec school. Than went to sit in the hall for awhile cause the teachers' were having lunch & we could not disturb them. Than Yuhui & Zelia left cause they couldn't wait. Than later, Joey, Persie & I went to see Chen Lao Shi than saw quite alot of teachers' and said hi than went off. I went for tuition & was pretty late. Than I was learning how to hold a chop stick & pen properly cause according to Lao Shi, the way I hold it was wrong cause it cross each other. Than it was so funny cause I kept dropping the chopstick. Than later went down to Caltex to meet Mum than headed down to Esplanade for dinner. Had dinner at Ichiban or some Jap resturant. It was funny cause I was again practicing to hold the chopstick properly. Than I kept dropping the food. But than I wanted to eat, so I gave up holding the right way. Than my aunty gave me another 2 pairs of Project Superstar tickets + the ones Lao Shi gave so I have 4 now. But currently, I have 2 extras cause GWYNNA HO PEI FEN decided not to go in the end. So if you want the tickets, please sms me by tomorrow morning so I can pass them to you. I am hooked onto the show STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN It's such a good show please. Catch it on Channel U, 10pm to 11pm every Monday & Tuesday. You'll get hook on it like me :D OMGXZXZXZ, CHENJUN IS SO DAMN HANDSOME. I've got his picture ! Ask me if you want to see it :D

Monono, you are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are grey. You never know dear, how much I love you, please don't take my sunshine away :)

2005-08-30T02:15:00.000-07:00

Hold on
if you feel like letting go

Today was the best day among this whole week. We had cyberweek presentation & we had like so many free periods cause we're always ahead of schedule. Than in the morning, it was like MADNESS cause everyone was like rushing through to get all the things done and everything, rehearsing + doing last min touch up before Ms Ho came up for the judging. It was damn funny la, cause Jessica wore the wig than we laughed until we almost died. Here's a summary of what each group did today.
Group 1 : Alicia, Melissa, Joey & Jie Xin. Dengue fever. It's so retarded cause Melissa kept on laughing & she forgot her lines. Seeing her laugh, we started laughing with her also lor : D Than Alicia was really funny cause she spotted a pimple & she wanted to squeeze it out, but Joey shouted in her ear so she had to get back to the interviewing and all. Than Alicia did retarded trasnlations cause she didn't get what Jie Xin was trying to say.
Group 2 : Hannah, Xing Xian, Esther & Jia Hui. The HongKong Hello Kitty exibition. Jia Hui was like so retarded cause she was this Hello Kitty mad fan and she was like pushing Hannah telling her if she knows that she loves Hello Kitty alot :D It was seriously retarded, Jia Hui was so cute la :)
Group 3 : Jolin, Shu En, Joelle & Gwynna. Japan typhoon. They overshot the time but it was quite funny just by looking at Joelle's actions. They make you laugh.
Group 4 : Jessica, YuHui, Sarah & Faith ( me ). Haze. It was like panic for us cause the dry ice didn't work and it melted I think. Than we couldn't care less so we just carried on and started. Than YuHui was super good & funny. Well, good job team !
Group 5 : Madeline, Rebecca, Yu Ting & Wynn. Typhoon. Wynn didn't come, but they still did a very good job despite the fact. Madeline was super funny, speaking her shanghainese accent and all & she kept asking us if she was pretty. She fought with Yu Ting over the mike, it's so retarded cause Yu Ting is like so tall, and Madeline's quite uh, short :D But it was funny all the same !
Group 6 : Sharon, Sara, Tania & Joyce. Hurricane Katrina & Dengue. It was so funny cause Tania was the aunty, Mrs Pertunia Dursley. Than Joyce was this retarded person, ( as usual ) than it was so funny cause they were both faking to cry, but it didn't work :) Than later, Tania spoke chinese ! NOW THIS IS BREAKING NEWS.
Group 7 : Valerie, Jasmine, Persine & Priscilla. Haze. Priscilla was doing the shanghainese accent too cause she & mad were the well known shanghainese woman in our class. Than Valerie was so cute, wearing the jacket, she was the reporter :) Than Persie was very funny, cause she was acting pissed and all.
Group 8 : Jessica, Zelia, Lina & Lai Theng. Hurricane Katrina. Jessica's wig, made all of us died laughing. The wind was not strong enough than when Jessica sneezed, the wig didn't come off so she pushed it off and it became a bald patch :D It was so retarded that we could not stop laughing. Than Lina was funny also cause she was doing her make up half-way than the group shock and than she lipstick went out :D Than she was saying about her boyfriend not wanting her.
It was super fun & all today, teachers' day tomorrow :) Half-day. Don't you just love Singapore / PL alot ?
I HATE PEAS & CARROTS, WHY MUST IT BE IN THE WESTERN FOOD ?!

Afterall, you're my wonderwall

2005-08-29T02:01:00.000-07:00

A dark beach with a black view
As pin-pricks in the velvet break our fall

Yesterday has been a productive day :) I didn't go to church ): I didn't get to see the David Sanborn show ): ): ): I heard from Becky that it was okay ! My mother was sick so no one was able to send me down to Barker. Well, woke up at like 930, washed up had macs for breakfast :D Than watched Kim Possible for half an hour than started studying geog. I think I don't mind doing pure geog next year. Oh, Judith's notes were really useful :) Thank you cheryl for your notes, your handwriting is small, but I still can read it :D SIDETRACK : Cell was good. Jac tried to crack a joke but it was just silence. It's a good try Jac ! I'm so sorry Weilin ): I promised I won't back out anymore. So sorry. Ho, Bryan's wedding is next week :) OKAY, BACK TO SUNDAY. Than after that, had lunch, salad ! Watched Spongobob & got scolded by my mother cause she said I study than stop, study than stop :D Went back, studied Lit, wrote the summaries out and some character studies. After writing like 4 chapters, I decided to study history, 2 chapters. Read through Judith's guidebook & I sort of get the idea of chapter 10 :D Than it was 1600 = DANNY PHANTOM ! Hahaha, even though I watched that episode before, it was good seeing Danny Phantom :D I am in love with that cartoon character, he's so CUTE :) After dinner and all like around 6-7, I studied science :) Than came online for awhile, after that went to watch pao ba hai zi :) Such a sad show. But it was good all the same ! Just got home not long, went to heartland with Jessica, Rebecca, Joelle, Yuhui, Sarah, Joey & Jasmine. Cyberweek in school was super funny cause we were like rehersing the skit and everything. Than did my graph FINALLY ;) Oh yes, I saw bestie, wifey & my beloved tralala :) These people made my day. Jessica borrowed the wig from Ms Gan than she was like putting it on everyone :D It was super retarded. Than later went to heartland, Joelle walked around wearing the wig, it was super funny, but only for awhile cause she was embarrassed :D We could not stop laughing cause we did so many retarded things & all. I love this week cause there is like so little days of school. Here's the time-table :
Tomorrow : Cyberweek Presentation, no lessons.
Wednesday : Teachers' Day, half-day, pri school after that.
Thursday: Teachers' Day, hoilday, PROJECT SUPERSTAR ( indoor )
Friday : School, dinner with Hannah the DWARF.
Saturday : Bryan's wedding !
Sunday : Holy communion
There's like not much of studying this week, oh boy, I love this week :) So many fun things that are happening. I can't wait for Thursday. Project Superstar with Tralala & maybe Wifey & Fish ! ( if i can get the tickets for them ) YAYE YAYE YAYE !

Random : I LOVE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE <3 ( Thanks Amanda for helping me )

Before I pull the trigger, your eyes vacant and stained

2005-08-23T02:52:00.000-07:00

Maybe I fell too fast
Maybe I pushed you away

School was okay, flu bug was in the air in the class room, everyone sneezing and using up all the tissue paper in the class. Yuting could not stop singing telletubbies so I joined in with her :D It was seriously funny & retarded. Cause she named her dog _______ ): Than Joey & I made this list up : __lala, Falala, Tralala, Hwalala & Lalala :D Than Joey was so sweet :) She told me this " Faith, we all go to the same class next year than we can have a clique called the Lalas " Than I said " But I want that combination you don't want " She said " Okay, than I will also take that one " AWWW JOEY :) I thank God for a friend like you for almost 5 years.

I'm suppose to be studying now & going on HIATUS but I need to blog about some things that I can't bottle it up anymore. I'll be honest here, I have no motivation to study. No goals to look forward to, just a plain road staring ahead of me. The stress & depression is driving me up the wall. All I wanted is for someone to care but why does it seems that no one cares ? I'm smsing Remedy on the phone now, going to call her later if I ever finish studying that is. So much to complete yet so little time ): Everything seems in a rush, a blur & I'm caught inside it. People in the class are not making anything easy for me ( some ). I'm really really annoyed & aggitated with PARTICULAR people who happened to be my REALLY close friend ( not wynn, not jessica ). Well, I don't think you see it do you ? I mean come on la, it's so obvious please. I mean look at how you treat the rest so nice & all. Sometimes I wonder am I doing the right thing by telling all the things ? Trusting you but in the end, I get played out by you.Well, I always thought I could count on you but I've reliased I was so wrong about it. I regret every little thing I've said, or done for you. Why am I so nice to you in the first place ? Cause I thought you will be a trustable friend, someone who I can count on in times of trouble. But somehow I don't think I can. You may say I'm sensetive or what ever or even jealous, but would you like people to treat you this way ? Have you even tried helping me once ? NO. When I ask for a favour, you give stupid excuses but when you ask me for one, I'll try my best to get it done. I always thought we were good friends but now I guess not, cause WHO NEEDS A FRIEND LIKE ME ? NO ONE DOES. Their lives will be oh so very merry & joyful without me.

2005-08-22T04:02:00.000-07:00

As soon as you got it you want something else
It's not the sale that you love, its the sell

Well, alot has happened these few days. Alot of joy,fun & secrets had been shared. I don't know what would happen to me next year, I'm really scared now. If I don't do well, I'm doomed. So I've given it alot of thought & when I'm saying I'm studying now, I'm really working really really hard :) Well, Cherlene came over just now for study session. Talked, bitched & found out some things. Than studied, it was quite productive despite the many distractions :D I've reliased how much I've missed Cherlene :) We'll have more sessions during the holidays ! Well, church was really good today, Jessica led worship :) Well, all the songs we sang today were like really really meaningful :) We had games and HANNAH WONG IS A DWARF. She was so retarded, she asked us this :
Ian Yang: Hannah, you're a dwarf.
Hannah: I am not a dwarf. If you carry on calling me dwarf, I will not include you in my Snow White family, don't you want to be included ?
Becky & I: Uh Hannah, who said we wanted to be in your family ?
Hannah: Fine than.
HAHAHAHAHA. Hannah Wong is such a moron. After that, went to the canteen to discuss cell teaching with Weilin. I don't think I understand as much as she does, I felt to lost there.Shineforth later. I got a life from Raymond after many many attempts. Thanks for the pandas too Raymond :) Well, tomorrow Yuhui & I are brining Geog to assembly to study ! It's all about the mugging now :) Yes, I would like to extend a big thank you to JUDITH ONG for lending me her geog&history notes :) Love plenty darling <3

{edit}
I AM OFFICIALLY ON HIATUS NOW. I’M GOING TO MUG, MUG, MUG & MUG LIKE CRAZY. I NEED TO GET INTO THE STREAM I WANT. SO YES, MISS ME & CONTINUE TAGGING MY HALOSCAN (: LOVE <3 There’s like only around 43 days left to study before it’s HELL. So I’m going to mug like mad before I regret it. Oh, I want to thank Cheryl Lee in advance for lending me her science notes (: Thanks Cheryl <3
{/edit}

All my life, I prayed for someone like you.
These cuts are leaving creases
Trace the scars, fit the pieces
Tell your story, you don't need to say a word.
Call off the cavalry, can't save a wretch like me.
Clean this with kerosene.
If you can't leave it be might as well make it bleed.
Scalpel, sutured.
Made whole again.

2005-08-17T02:59:00.000-07:00

& you smile like a saint
but curse like a sailor

School was really really good today. When I mean, good, it is good :) Lit I was like reading my other book under the table and when she came, I quickly closed the book and pretend to read my clay marble :D Than chapel. We had this sermon about interity and everything about people living 2 faces like when they are in school they are like than, when they are outside, they are another person. It's kinda like two-faced.Recess was okay cause all 8 of us were like squeezing in one table, sharing chairs and everything :) It was so cosy. Than English was next, many funny things happen, but I don't want to say cause it's like very mean :D If you really want to know, you can ask me on msn & I'll tell you personally. Than D&T was like the BEST cause I finished my toy already :) I don't intend to paint it cause I'm not willing to take the risk. Chinese was okay, cause Lina massaged me :D It's really good being her partner, she's really nice & all to you. Than stayed back for cell group and than chem with Ms Liang. Than cell group was okay cause we just prayed for each other and than later we all were like talking to Ms Ho :) She's really nice if she's not teaching. Than later went for lunch, than had chem with Ms Liang than Ms Liang talked to me about some things. Than it was quite funny la the talk, cause I found out some things about Ms Liang that I never expected her to do. Than later went home with Gwynna, Rebecca & Valerie. Than on the way out, Valerie and I were talking about which teacher is close ot our class than we made this list which is not in order la -
1. Ms Eunice Ho
2. Mrs Ewa Lim
3. Ms Tessa Tan
4. Ms Winne Liang
5. Ms Quek
6. Mr Lyndon Lim
But I think I like Ms Tan the most cause we have like alot of things to talk to her about and it's really fun :) From fashion to everything. She's like really nice to communicate with. Here's a shoutout to charlotte
Charlotte, my pretty mummy :) Oh how much I thank God for you. All the joy & pain I share with you, the fun & laughter too. I just want to tell you how much you mean to me by always being there for me whenever I needed you & listening to what I have to say. I really thank you for being there for me. You mean so much to me. I will never let you go, I promise. I'll hold onto you till the end of time. I love you <3

Why do I keep lying to myself that I've let you go, where deep inside I know I'm still holding on

2005-08-16T02:53:00.000-07:00

& this apartment is starving for an arugment
anything at all to break the silence

I am so in love with the songs dashboard confessional sang :) Such nice & meaningful songs. School was okay today. Maths in the first period, changed place. Sitting with Lina now :) Oh man, Tania & I can't stand KK and Carrot. Such assholes please :/ Well most of it was okay, physics we did 6 experiments in like 2 periods and less than an hour :D But we managed to finish it all the same. English Ms Loh was acting weirdly again and she has a new shirt from what I've noticed. Mad forgot to bring the thumb drive and Ms Loh wants to minus her marks only, so unfair please ! Than we had the August Spelling Queen --" it's a draw so no one is the queen and we even have a spelling princess. Ms Loh is so weird man. Than Lit test was like shit la, I doubt I can get 15/25 again. Than the someone, keep like flipping the paper trying to show me that she write until very long. So what if you write long ? If the examples are not correct, than also will get low what. Nothing to show off about just cause yours is long. Oh yes, I want to thank DENISE TAN JUNYI for helping me complie the maths formulars so that I can study for my end of years :) I love you alot denise, thank you so much <3 and yes a very very happy birthday to ZELIA LEONG I wonder how you're gonna spend it. Is it with Vincent I guess :D

So don't be a liar,
don't say that "everything's working"
when everything's broken.
And you smile like a saint
but you curse like a sailor

2005-08-15T05:59:00.000-07:00

A walking open wound,
a trophy display of bruises

School was okay today.I did my quiet time last night, it was great, being able to talk to God again :) I feel really bad not doing my quiet time for such a long time, I can feel him working in me again, I love my God, our God is so big, so strong & mighty, there's absolutely nothing my God cannot do for you & me :) I think I've been really sad this few days, so many things going through my head, the test and most importantly someone. But knowing God has always been here for me through all these while, holding me up & not letting me fall. I'm truely greatful to what He has done for me. Hearing forever by hillsongs, it has moved me. God has done so much for me & I will worship Him with all my heart. There's nothing worth living for excpet God, nothing in this world can compare to Him. I love Him so much that my heart can't describe the feeling to you. I just know that He's the centre of my life, knowing that He will be here for me, knowing He will guide me through the rough parts. I can now stand up & say that I live for Jesus, and Jesus alone and Jesus lives in me each and every single day :) Jesus, I'll worship you my God, I love you, I love you. Forever I will sing, Forever I will be with you, be with you.
I'll Worship at Your Throne
Whisper my own love song
With all my heart I'll sing
For You my Dad and King
I'll live for all my days
To Put a smile on Your face
And when we finally meet
It'll be for eternity

2005-08-12T04:36:00.000-07:00

So pull me down
& don't make a sound

Yo Yo Yo ! Check it out :D Okay, I'm quite high now, which is good cause I've been sad for a long time. Just read Johannes's blog & saw his funny reply to the Mr Annoymous :D It's quite amusing though, do not hesitate to click on his name in my links to go see for yourself. School was really really great today, despite all the long & boring periods the whole day. It started with art & Mr leow was in a bad mood like screaming & shouting at the little things.At the computer lab, I don't really know how to use the school's power point, and he was like saying that we've learned it last year & it's so simple. Please, if you want to say that I'm stupid, say it right in my face, don't beat around the bush. It's inderectly but I can sense it, I'm not stupid by the way Mr Lawrence Leow. Recess was okay, we had the same recess at MUSHROOM :/ Which was the worse part of all, spoiled my appitite (?) Physics was next & suprising Mrs Tay's lesson was quite funny cause she cracked some jokes. Chinese was the best, lao shi was like telling us to take the xing qi 5 zou bao and find the meaning of the words on the board than after finding the words, Tania & I gave up on finding the words to fit into the blanks of the worksheet that lao shi gave us, so we resorted to drawing on the bao zhi. It was damn retarded I tell you. We started with the Superstar page on mine cause it was opened to that page & than I forgot I have tuition tomorrow so I told Tania to use hers instead. We were like circling it and writing the names and laughing till I almost cried cause it was just so retarded.Than Joelle, the moron cut out Ms Liang's face from the epistle and put in her wallet and she was like telling everyone ' Ms Liang, my girlfriend ' We all could not stop laughing :D Than it was Ms Liang's period after that, than Joelle showed her the wallet & Ms Liang laughed too :D Than Joelle even proposed to her. Oh man, it was so retarded cause everyone was laughing & Ms Liang was quite amused I think.Than chemistry Ms Liang was quite pissed with us cause we were all erally noisy and all. Pc, Ms Ho was telling us about studies and everything, I really started to think about next year cause I know I'm at risk now & I want to go to a class of my choice next year. I've realiased that I've been playing too much & not studying. It's really time for me to buck up & not play or be lazy anymore. Cause the future is in my hands, I can destory it or I could make it bright & of course I want to make it bright, I really really have to start studying now or it'll be too late. I can only blame myself than.D&T after school with Joey, Gwynna & Yuhui. Ate lunch first than headed down. It was really crowded and I essembled my wood ! But it's not all done yet cause the wheels are not fixed it yet :/ Next week. Went to the coffee shop with Joey, Gwynna & Pris. Talked ate and laughed :D Than took 76 with them and Pris & I were saying that we are young & strong and didn't need to sit down cause we would not collapse when the bus jerks :) I walked home from stadium cause 76 does not stop directly at my house. Study Faith !

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I've been having really really bad moodswings now. Getting pissed with the people around me, I was never like that. I get irritated with them easily when they didn't even do anything wrong ! I feel really bad, anyone who reads this, please I'm really sorry if I've been like that to you. It's just I don't know why I'm like that. I want to tell someone about how I feel, when will this bottle eventually break ? Yes, I'm really pissed off at a particular someone, let's say not someone, 2 of them.Will you 2 stop it ? It's really annoying. Would you like someone to do that to you ?
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Hold on, if you feel like letting go,
I've never let go, it was all pretend

2005-08-11T05:28:00.000-07:00

The beauty in all this pain is
that I can’t get away from you

I've missed school since the pass 3 days, my class esp :) I was like super happy to see them once again cause I've found out, we have barely enough time to spend with each other as the year, is coming to an end.Took a cab to school cause I was carrying my box & it was so freaking heavy :/ Than sat there, talked & tried doing the graph but I did it wrongly.Started the day with geography, test next week.Super fun and the time passed really fast.Music was next.Guitar playing ! It was so cool, I'm going to try what I've learned today on my guitar later :D Recess was okay, went up early & cause we didn't have the key to open the class door, after many attempts of different people trying to climb over, tania finally managed to climb over and open the door :D But her whole uniform was uh, dusty.Look at the state our class is in, you'll know the answer.Pe was good cause we beat the other team with 5-0 :) Than sat there and watch the other team play.Melissa was good I tell you, a really good netballer.Than it was maths.Had graphs and Ms Ho was like having pms or something cause she was like in a really bad mood.I asked Ms Quek if I failed my maths test and she said yes. Like duh ! I know I'll fail cause I did horribly and it was so effing hard :/ Alot of people fail according to her & the highest is just 24/30 which is really low.I can't fail maths anymore if I really want to do a maths which I know I must.But there's no other maths test.WTF.I wish there could be another maths test please.I'm so pissed off with myself ): Cme next, I had to stand again cause I kept forgetting to bring my book ! Well, around 10 people stood too :D Than it was rambutan's lesson.He didn't really look like a rambutan today, but I guess his hair gave him away.Than we had to do some outline of what our project will be, but my group & I spend like the next hour talking & laughing and not doing anything :D Than when the bell rang, we were like rushing throught and wrote like uh, 4 lines ? And hannah the pro of all, kicked the cpu down but could not push it up :D Super funny and the casing at the back came out and it's sort of broken.Than was suppose to go for d&t but decided to stay tomorrow with the rest.Than went to find mrs stubbins about the lit test and than had lunch in school & walked wynn out to wait for her sister.Than walked back into school & walked out with gwynna to the bus stop to take bus.Than I saw 147 but didn't sit cause I'm nice to not pang sei gwynna :) Than later, 76 came but she could not take it cause she had to wait for me.Than later another 147 came, than I could not take, than later 76 came.It was so pissing la ! Than another 147 came, I was so tempted to take it but gwynna said 70 will come soon so I waited.Than it really came.Gosh, it took like half an hour to come :/ The bus service so lack one ! Hahahaha :D I'm going to study geog&history later cause I've realised I've got not enough time as we're only left with less than a month or two.It's time to buck up faith.

I tried to wash the pain away from me, away from me

2005-08-10T02:54:00.000-07:00

She hung up the phone
& cried till her tears were dry

yesterday
HAPPY 40TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE ! I feel so proud to be a Singaporean even though sometimes I wish I was australian or something else.Seeing the Lee Kuan Yew leading our nation into what we are today :) Hahaha.The parade was good.Jessica saw _______ on tv ! But I didn't.She sms-ed me saying she saw and it was like taking up quite a big space on her tv :D HAW HAW. That was the best national day ever cause family & I went to pan pacific and we were on the 29th floor and from the room's balcony, we could see the fireworks right infront of us ! IT WAS SO GOOD. It was like in the middle and it was such a beautiful sight ! We could also see the ones from esplanade and we also saw the parachute (?) and those fighter planes :) It was really an experience. It was a really good day, but some fucking asshole went to spoil it :/ Left home at around 2 plus to go shopping for awhile but I didn't get anything but my aunty got some things from esprit. Than went to the hotel and played with Zhao Hong :) Mummy bought chin chin chicken rice and had a really good dinner. THAN AT 9, THE STUPID BITCH CALLED MY PHONE. she was damn bloody annoying lor.Than I was like rolling my eyes and like I didn't even hear a word she was saying. Bloody fucked up bitch.Go and die soon please.Than like a really happy night was ruined by her, you BLOODY BITCH.Make me cry somemore lor.Asshole.Shit head, bloody bitch.I hate you, please die now DIE NOW ! I was having such a FUN time, than she called my phone to spoil the night.I argued with my mum somemore about this.ARGH, TO HELL WITH YOU SHITHEAD.

today
I was suppose to go out shopping today & have a time of my life, but cause the bloody bitch called my phone yesterday, I had NO MOOD to go out.She's coming to my house today to give me tuition.BLOODY HELL. Cause of her, I can't go out and enjoy myself today.I hate you ass. Anyway, went to the dentist in the morning and changed it to orange than went down to bugis cause mum wanted to get some things for the shop. Went to crystal jade for dim sum.anyway, I have absolutely no mood to blog.

Uncry these tears I've cried many nights

2005-08-08T00:34:00.000-07:00

Oompa Loompas

friday
Charlie & The Chocolate Factory that was the greatest movie I've ever watched since Alot Like Love :) It's beyond your wildest imagination about the chocolate factory.Johnny Depp was so CUTE & HILARIOUS inside :D He's a really really great actor.I wish I had the chance to go to the chocolate factory too :) The boy who acted as Charlie, was seriously cute :D Went to watch it with zelia & wynn at J8.We were early so sat at macs first, than we were like talking and stuff than thsi woman was like damn bitch la ! She was like saying this ' You are not even eating and yet you're sitting here, look how crowded the place is inside, no seats, you should move '.than like at least say excuse me and talk to us nicely, don't like show us attitude, it's not like you OWN that table or anything, but we ate hashbrown there lor.And you have no manners at all, after letting you sit, you sit glared at us and didn't even say thank you, expecting us to say sorry when you were so rude in the first place, oh what a BITCH.If you think that it is so crowded, you can also share the seats with other people, since you're so NICE.Saw quite alot of people there, abigial & shufen and I saw fiona ! my long lost friend from mrs tan's tuition after 2 years :D she looks the same :) Oh, I recall the memories.How we were playing & laughing at mrs tan's tuition :) having really great fun.I've really miss them and I've missed the people too ! joyce, fiona, qing yi, charissa, charlotte etc :) Took a bus to heartland mall just to take neo print with yuting, but wynn & I left earlier cause she wanted to go home so I accompained her and got a lift home :D than went back to school, it was seriously deserted :/ Not a single student was there, well maybe some teachers.Celebration was a total waste of time :/ was like sitting in class, looking at the march pass, singing the national athem, sang one national day song and listen to the national day message :/ Ms liang was like in our class the whole time :D talk to her and things.Zelia, melissa, valerie, alicia and wynn were like putting tatoos on our arms and ankles :D super fun la.I'm going to put the flag on my arm tomorrow at the bottom of the singapore word :D Oh yes, did I tell you that Daniel Radcliffe looks super super HOT inside goblet of fire ?! I saw the trialer and from there, I conclude he's SO hot.DAMN IT :D hermoine's super pretty too ! and ron's well, cute :) I can't wait for the show to start showing, I'm definetly watching it :) Who wants to watch Charlie and the chocolate factory with me ? ( again ) I really want to see johnny depp :)

Let forgiveness wash away the pain

2005-08-07T05:12:00.000-07:00

Noh,noh,noh baby
Noh, noh, noh, don't lie

friday
I just had a very satisfying dinner at my grandma's house which is apprently next door :) there was fishcake, veggies and soup,now i feel so full ): anyway, school was pretty cool today despite the quiz&tests that i had to take and the long time table.we survived it all :) art was okay, we did our IT collage using ppt & learned double imaging cause mr leow wanted us to learn it :/ it was quite fun cause we get to surf the net too :D recess was SUPER crowded.everyone was like cutting our queue at the malay stall ! practically everyone was just chiong-ing to put their cards and giving the money :/ it was quite irritating cause not only one cut, like ALOT cut somemore.I CAN'T STAND LAMP POST.so irritaing please.at least i think kang kong & carrot is better :) phyics after that.had the stinking quiz, was so hard that i only knew the MCQ ones.we were suppose to write the principles of moments but i didn't know what is that so i guess it's the END for me ): chinese was next, we did zuo wen.for like the whole 2 periods, i only did finish my gai zhen and wrote 2 senteces of the new zuo wen :D cause i was talking to joelle and zelia and looking at zelia design her box and fooling around with lina and yuting :D chemistry was next.super funny.we showed ms liang the picture on the epistle, than we were all laughing non-stop agian.the first time i laughed, i had to sit down on the teacher's chair to laugh or i'll just die :D it was seriously funny i tell you.i'm going to show my mother the picture & i'm sure she'll laugh until her socks drop :D pc was next.we had to go to the hall to decorate it for the national day on monday.than our class was the only one that did that lor ): so unfair ! why didn't any of the classes help us ! this is unfair shit.after pc, went back to class, packed my stuff in the box and waited for ms ho to scold us.as usual,she was complaining on how dirty our class is & what nothing is suppose to be under or on our tables.than went down to science lab to take my maths test,it was freaking hard i tell you :/ the river question especially.i was not even bothered to go try it again.a waste of my time.oh yes, thank you enmei,sabrina and fiona for helping me carry my plastic bag, school bag and box :) thank you ! went to harp room for sec 4 farewell practice.than after half an hour went to canteen to eat.after that, went back, danced for the sec 3s to see than went home ! waited like 15 mins for a cab with sabrina and jessica.my box weighs like 11kg in total.that's really really light.riight.had to call my grandma to come down to help me carry my plastic bag that was really light but i carried the box myself and my grandma found out my box was breaking :D she even offered to get me a new one ! XIE XIE NI <3

yesterday
Had tuition in the morning, was rushing through my tuition homework on the way there.as usual, I forogt to bring something and this time was my xing qi 5 zou bao :D and lao shi let me off early cause I had maths tuition later.Than went down to shenton to meet mummy for lunch at coffee club express and I finally had my baked bolo spagetti :) than mrt-ed home by myself to get ready for tuition.Tuition was okay cause i was side tracking to science so in the end, we ended up doing science instead and my ass was save cause I didn't do finish my work.Was suppose to go down to esplanade for ice cream at night, but mummy said she would not be back in time and SOMEONE was going there too so I thought alright, could give it a miss :) stayed at home, talked to some people online.I watched half of the chinese movie showing on channel 8.stephen chow is HILARIOUS i tell you :D he was so retarded in the show.I was like laughing at the actions he did, cause i didn't understand the chinese part :/ than went off to sleep cause I was too tired and church tomorrow.

today
Church was really good today :) I listened through malcom tan's sermon without feeling bored or not being able to understand it.He told us about this phrase ' I am just a Nobody, trying to tell Everybody, than Somebody, can save Anybody ' it's such a simple phrase isn't it ? i heard it before though :) After service, went down to town for luch and to get my story book.We had lunch at this new fast food joint at ngee ann called Pepper Lunch.It's so interesting cause you have to cook your food on the hot plate than you can eat it :) after that, went to grab my story book.Than went to WH to look at some clothes and i bought a green top :D HAW HAW.i was over the moon.it's been a long time since i last bought something.Than got home & mummy went out to see some relative again :/ not back at the moment.My uncle came and bought curry fish head ! oh my, it was delicious.I feel so full after eating it now :) but i just ate the lady fingers & the brinjal :D cause the fish had quite alot of bones :/ oh well, tomorrow's half day ! I think I should be going to sakae sushi with yuting and the rest :) When the oceans rise & thunders roar, I will soar with you above the storm. Father you are King over the flood, I will be still & know you are God

I guess it wasn't meant to be this way,
I've tried to make it seem right, but somehow I can't hold on any longer.
It's tearing my apart, please don't walk away

2005-08-05T05:41:00.000-07:00

But we lost it all
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I just had a very satisfying dinner at my grandma's house which is apprently next door :) there was fishcake, veggies and soup,now i feel so full ): anyway, school was pretty cool today despite the quiz&tests that i had to take and the long time table.we survived it all :) art was okay, we did our IT collage using ppt & learned double imaging cause mr leow wanted us to learn it :/ it was quite fun cause we get to surf the net too :D recess was SUPER crowded.everyone was like cutting our queue at the malay stall ! practically everyone was just chiong-ing to put their cards and giving the money :/ it was quite irritating cause not only one cut, like ALOT cut somemore.I CAN'T STAND LAMP POST.so irritaing please.at least i think kang kong & carrot is better :) phyics after that.had the stinking quiz, was so hard that i only knew the MCQ ones.we were suppose to write the principles of moments but i didn't know what is that so i guess it's the END for me ): chinese was next, we did zuo wen.for like the whole 2 periods, i only did finish my gai zhen and wrote 2 senteces of the new zuo wen :D cause i was talking to joelle and zelia and looking at zelia design her box and fooling around with lina and yuting :D chemistry was next.super funny.we showed ms liang the picture on the epistle, than we were all laughing non-stop agian.the first time i laughed, i had to sit down on the teacher's chair to laugh or i'll just die :D it was seriously funny i tell you.i'm going to show my mother the picture & i'm sure she'll laugh until her socks drop :D pc was next.we had to go to the hall to decorate it for the national day on monday.than our class was the only one that did that lor ): so unfair ! why didn't any of the classes help us ! this is unfair shit.after pc, went back to class, packed my stuff in the box and waited for ms ho to scold us.as usual,she was complaining on how dirty our class is & what nothing is suppose to be under or on our tables.than went down to science lab to take my maths test,it was freaking hard i tell you :/ the river question especially.i was not even bothered to go try it again.a waste of my time.oh yes, thank you enmei,sabrina and fiona for helping me carry my plastic bag, school bag and box :) thank you ! went to harp room for sec 4 farewell practice.than after half an hour went to canteen to eat.after that, went back, danced for the sec 3s to see than went home ! waited like 15 mins for a cab with sabrina and jessica.my box weighs like 11kg in total.that's really really light.riight.had to call my grandma to come down to help me carry my plastic bag that was really light but i carried the box myself and my grandma found out my box was breaking :D she eve offered to get me a new one ! XIE XIE NI <3 I LOVE KIM A LOT :D <- kim typed that.

I guess it wasn't meant to be this way,
I've tried to make it seem right, but somehow I can't hold on any longer.
It's tearing my apart, please don't walk away

2005-08-03T03:05:00.000-07:00

Counting stars wishing I was okay
crashing down was my biggest mistake

OMGXZXZXZXZ.i just reliased tomorrow's the day of my violin exam.shit la.and how nice to have the same examiner as last year :/ WTF ! i'm going to practice intensively at night after watching ton xin yuan :) i was suppose to have chemistry with ms liang, but she was talking to her sec 3 students so i anyhow do :D was in class talking to zelia and lina about the thief thing.zelia aka waston, was having maths with ms ho with joelle, the distraction :D than joelle was super funny ' ms ho ! 430 already, your husband at home cook chicken porridge for you ! ' than ms ho was like no response until after awhile :) than went to canteen, ate with jessica,sarah,persie and jasmine.i think after violin tomorrow, i need to go shopping and buy things to relieve myself :/ chinese was okay.lao shi was super angry with our class and she said our class is like kindergarden :D whatever la ! D&T was super fun.ms quek gave us all sweets and chocolate ! but zelia ate half of it ): than i sand finish all my wood and drilled the hole in one of the sides.it was raining heavily at around 1215 like that and while walking out of the d&t room, i got quite wet :/ and it was so freaking cold.english we had test.you know i asked ms loh a really simple question ' can i put my step ahead book under my table ? ' and she had to explain so many many things to me like getting a locker blah blah and in the end i could not put.than just say cannot la ! go one big round.recess was rather okay cause there were little people as we were the first few to be dimissed from the hall for thanksgiving service for national day.thanks to that, we skipped lit :) there's like a really long holiday next week.from friday all the way to wed :D i feel like going hongkong for shopping.it's like the sale period now ! if i can't go hongkong, at least shopping in sg would do fine too ! i've not been going shopping recently.no time and damn the stupid violin exam.i want to watch charlie and the chocolate factory with ______________ :) HOHOHO,SNEAKY (; i know a secret about malteasers :)

i can't pretend to walk away & say i've never loved you

2005-08-01T07:18:00.000-07:00

I keep it locked up
in this prison called love

School was great :) assembly sec ones were super mean cause they were cheering when mrs kumar was going away for some course or something.I mean she's still there and imagine how she will feel.I feel so embarrassed and sad for her ): pe was next ! mad joey and i were made to go to the toilet to change cause ms ho caught us changing at the bench.Than we got tie (?) with the other group for netball and ms tini kept saying i moved to may steps.If i don't move, i'll lose my balance right ! man, she's so weird :/ than we were suppose to throw the 45 degrees thing than we ended up playing monkey :D but it was a different version.6 vs 6.tania,alicia and i and mad,joey and wynn,so fun i tell you :) than recess, super long queue, no mood to eat and went back to class.than english was super funny.it was my first time seeing ms loh so angry at our class.and wynn's group was made to write a apology letter to her for being rude.oh wells, she's sort sort :D than history, super boring man i have not even done the homework which is due tomorrow.than chinese, suprising i got 24/30 for chinese :D first time man.i was so happy la ! my tuition teacher was wrong man.say what i cannot make it.IDIOT LA.sat with tania during chinese.crapping and caught up :) talked about __________ and we each agreed on the same point.I love her simply <3 than maths.HAHAHA, another quiz, i failed.2/10.it's not even counted so i don't really care la.maths remedial tomorrow and test on thursday which i am apprently skipping cause of violin practical exams :) thank God for exams and it saved my ass for that day.Harp was okay today.i finally could play moon river quite well :) which i am satisfied with cause i know i suck at harp.wonder why i joined in the first place though :/ than went to practice farwell for awhile but could not make it la, ended up doddling on the board instead :D than went home.came home showered and started on my geog project.there is physics and geog and maths tomorrow ! why ! i dread all these la.but there's english, still got hope :D but i think it's test tomorrow.oh well :)

We will resonate, we will resonate your glory

2005-07-30T21:26:00.000-07:00

You're the Lord of the dance
You're the dancing Lord

sonic festival 2005 - day 2
it was so good i tell you.there was like parusia (?), vertical rush, PLANET SHAKERS & SONICFLOOD.wynn,jessica and i were like sitting down during the first 2, than when it was planet shakers and sonicflood, we were jumping and singing like siao ! hahahaha :) wynn and i got the holywood shirt, and jessica bought the raptured one :) super cool.
it was super fun & i could feel God moving that night.everyone there were just simply jesus freaks, passionate for God, and jumping for Our God :) just like the song sonicflood sang, this generation :) it's a super nice song.i saw so many people there :) saw jon,micheal,marc,tess,maye,bala,ariel,mark lui,debbie,jac,teri :) but i didn't see my cell ! I SAW RUTH :D than after that,went to dg to eat,than jessica PANG SEI me to go home with her sister than waited for my mum to fetch me home.

sonic festival 2005 - day 3
IT WAS THE BEST :) met jessica at serangoon mrt and 2 plus and headed down to ps to walk around and buy stuff.bought chococettes and jessica bought her dark chocolate.than went to eat dinner at pasta mania, i lost 10 bucks la ! WTH.than later went to fort canning, sat throughout the thing until sonic edge came :D jessica's sister came with her friends.oh yes, i saw bronwyn there :) than sonicflood was so good that we all were jumping,dancing and singing our hearts out for the one and only God :) i wonder if the people at padang heard us :D later rushed to the village to queue up for autograph :) bought a sonicfest shirt, junior XL.it's the SMALLEST.than bought the $2 picture of sonic flood.the 2 guitat guys were like ' have you been to hollywood ? ' than i was like no.hahaha, super nice :) than the lead singer and the other guitar guy said my specs are cool cause they're purple :D than the lead singer was saying sweet :) AWWW, HE'S SO SWEET ! and the drummer, omg, he's the coolest la ! jessica got her name written on the thing, but joanne, chole and me didn't have ): it was super sad la.and some more jessica's was like ' jessica, you're cool ' hahaha, OH PLEASE ! kidding la, we were all so jealous la ! than rushed to mrt to meet mum and went home.i will frame the picture up and make sure no one touches it cause SONICFLOOD touched it before :D it's so cool man i tell you.I LOVE SONICFLOOD ! through this 2 days of sonic festival, it has truely touched me again and knowing how great and mighty my God is, the wonders He can perform, and how much i love Him.i know that God will always be here.

sunday
no church ! super tired from all the jumping and standing ): so no church today ! sorry about bible quiz yesterday sec 2s ! i hope ryan didn't win :D going to practice 5 hours of violin later.intensive :) if i pass, i get to get another violin ! hahaha.anyway, school tomorrow ! i can hardly wait man :) jasmine, i love you la, love you la <3

I want to know you,
I want to hear your voice,
I want to know you more.

I want to touch you,
I want to see your face,
I want to know you more.

MORE & MORE !

2005-07-28T02:42:00.000-07:00

let me fall apart
crippled in your amrs

I finished violin not long ago :/ it was really really bad today and the exams are just excatly next week ! and i'm going to flunk it even though my violin teacher say i can do it.I'm lacking the drive and passion to practice my violin.sometimes, i feel like throwing my violin out of the window :D but what if it hits someone on the head ? than i'll be fine :D oh well, i think too much.scales was pretty bad as usual, i hate scales.pieces,aural and sight reading was okay,better than last week cause he said i put my heart to play today :) IMPROVEMENT ! school was pretty good today :) had chocottees in the moring with wynn,zelia & tania <3 than was geog, sat with gwynna but we didn't talk much though, just sat there and talked about random stuff ? like london cabs and limosines :D than it was music.we are learning to play the guitar ! it's quite hard though :/ all the memorizing of chords and everything.than it was recess :) oh yes, my favourite period of all.had yummy friend wanton today.than it was pe, we finally got to play netball first and our team won ! than it was our turn to do shooting.super boring i tell you.than maths quiz. i am so going to fail it again.i can't do the last question ! but i hope i get 1 mark for effort :D cause i have seriously no idea what i was doing, i was just writing out the formulars for mensuration :D than it was CME, we saw ms tan 2 times in a row.and i sold my thursday sonic fest ticket to ms tan ! haw haw, she paid my fifteen dollars for it.and i'll be getting back my card from her tomorrow as i need it for friday.maybe if i can't go on sat, i'll sell her mine as well :D this is call buisness strategy.anyway, it was the last period.and the it guy was wearing that rambutan shirt again :) the more we look at him, the more he looks like one :D super funny la.cause like no one really cared out it cause it was not even important,who cares about it anyway ? than rushed back to class, changed to pe and went to take my napfa retest cause the last time i was sick.it only took 15 mins of my time.i passed all ! hahaha, but it was like b's & c's. but i don't really care.i don't really care about napfa.anyway, sonic fest is tomorrow ! i can't wait to go with wynn and jessica <3 all right, i've to start studying for chinese test tomorrow.

Waffle house jokes and romantic comedies
Avon cologne and credit card entries
Butter on popcorn and that mercury sable
The whole darn state of north carolina
My pink leather jacket and cherry hi-c
When I'm finally without you
Can't figure out what'll be left of me

2005-07-27T03:16:00.000-07:00

the day you slipped away
was the day I found it won't be the same

HELLO :) i'm getting charlotte to blog for me since my com has became sort sort :D let's see, class barbecue :) it was super super fun.played basket ball and ms liang came and played with us ! she's so cute :D i think everyone in my class likes her. than some went to start the fire but could not so this stranger came and helped them :) after that, we played ' zong ji mi ma ' than filled water bombs and played :D super fun cause everyone got wet.than later went for a bicycle ride with jessica to get more drinks, than got joelle to ' dom pang ' me at the back :) than later we found out this guy was like hanging around the bbq place and like following jessica :/ than like he said he was jogging and so he started jogging.we all think he can be like some olympic runner cause he has been like running non-stop from like 5-9 :/ so at around 8 plus we all went to like jog with him :D than zelia was super funny :) she took the handphone and pretended to talk but she was like hinting to the guy :D so brave la she ! than later, went back, talked to ms loh and ms tan :) super nice and ms loh sang the bookie wormy song ! oh yes and yuting's dog is HYPER.it could not stop jumping, and i could not stop screaming :) than went to play basket ball again and than got a lift home from valerie :) i'm so sorry potato dearrest, i won't pang sei you again ): i promise <3 school was good, and i lost my freaking school tie on monday.WTH WTH WTH.than cca was okay, and i love sticko now :D it's super delicious la.but it's quite ex according to cheryl.tuesday was okay, i went to CUT HAIR.cause i was so afraid that ms gan would come and cut my hair for me as it was touching first collar.to play safe, i went to cut.came home and suprising, i studied part of my maths test :) oh yes, i forgot, i watched AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL.I LOVE NAIMA & LLVY :) HOT. christina's not bad too, she looks like giselle budchen.but i like NAIMA the most, she's so cool and her hair is like molhog :) ain't that cool ? anyway, today is like SUPER FUN :) d&t we were all like talking and fooling around.but in the end, got some work done.than english, was amother amusing lesson with ms loh. she seriously cracks me up :) she was teaching us like the who,what,when,why and how. and she made us say it super fast and she was like clapping her hands :D so we all followed her.and her laughter, is seriously funny :) it's like the herr,herr,herr kind of laughter & we were all imitating her.just got home not long ago cause did maths and stayed back with lina and kar mun to finish their letter opener.i got a shock cause there was like 2 police officers standing outside my house just now :/ they wanted to get our particulars.there's maths quiz tomorrow ! and there is a high chance of me failing :) so what's the point of studying ? i'm not made for STUDYING, everyone knows that.and my name is FAITH SIAO LEONG :D

when i turn the lights out, when i close my eyes, reality overcomes me.I'm living a lie.
I just wanna cry infront of you, cause i'm in love with you

2005-07-19T16:36:00.000-07:00

he pulled the trigger
and shot through my heart

just got home not long with wynn :)
wynn got pissed at me 2 days in a row.
but now it's okay :) i'm so sorry wynn !
ms ho made me stay back for like what ? 15 mins ?
just so i could do maths corrections.WA LAOXZXZ.
waste my time la ! than it was raining so
heavily than i went with karmun to the libabry.
took alot of pictures today too ! next week :)
gosh, i am so going to flunk the geog test ):
it was so freaking hard and than i didn't study.
lit was okay, cause mrs stubbins allowed us to study
for the geog test for about 15 mins or so.
OH YES,I MISS MY EX-PARTNER PRISCILLA TAY ):
now i'm currently sitting with one of the quietest
girl in class xing xian :) but she's so cute.
ms ho kept on saying she does not want to put
me and zelia next to each other,but guess what.
i'm sitting next to her :D and yuhui's infront !
yes,and the poor me got yuting behind me :D
than zelia is sitting next to gwynna :) wifey !
and where zelia we all sit, is the failure zone :D
we're going to make a barricade soon for it.
pe was fun :) played captains ball !
and valerie is so cute and random :D
tania : this is so pissing.
tania : what is the time now ah ?
valerie : na, you can have the ball.
it's so random.but she's so cute i tell you !
physics was okay, but it was quite boring.
school was fun though (: i love school la.
{ edit }
hello ! i just changed my blog skin :) i got it from
blogskins.melanie made it :) pretty !

i'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh, everyday of my life.
my heart can't possibly break, when it wasn't whole
to start with.

2005-07-18T20:36:00.000-07:00

oh baby, i can't fight this feeling anymore
drives me crazy when i try to

RACIAL HARMONY (: oh, the joyous occasion :D
yes, i'll upload the pictures soon :)
met joey at 640 at the interchange so we could
go early and change, so we changed in class,
evacuated everyone out so we could change.
than soon everyone started arriving,so pretty !
hannah looked like she's going to work :D
shu en's one was so nice la ! the nonya kind.
than wynn and tania were in a sari :)
so assembly sat with joey & ah mad.
than they had the fashion show :D go sharon !
we didn't win but sharon look nice there :)
yes, ms ho wore some penjabe ( ? ) i think.
than ms tan looked so pretty ! in the sari.
than mrs stubbins was wearing sari too !
and ms loh and lui lao shi looked so funny :D
and according to gwynna, mr ong looked cute.
cause he was wearing some kungfu suit or smth.
cause we all think he looks like a small boy :D
than mr lim one, was so weird,madeline was like
it's not a girl outfit, neither is it a guy's.
so we were like laughing when we saw him.
cca.finally touched the harp after like 3983948 years.
than ms wong spent alot of time on us like an hour.
than went to canteen to discuss the sec 4 thing.
than later,pack up and went home :) i found my
GEOG TEXTBOOK ! i have no tuition tomrorow :D
oh yes, and i stayed back to do maths today.
and i've to do that until i pass my test.wth.

if i let you go,i'll never know
what my life wil be holding you close to me.
will i ever see you smiling back at me,
how will i know if i let you go

2005-07-17T15:09:00.000-07:00

what if i ripped your heart apart at the seams
maybe than you'll know how i feel

saturday
HUILING LEFT ! ): AWWWWWW.
went to the airport with raymond,delia & deanne
to send her off.HA,RAYMOND =D
i finally got my hello panda from him and
i can't believe he's so nice to buy me
another koala biscuits :D cause he say
one so lonely :) thank you raymond !
raymond was carrying a mango bag,apprently
it belonged to delia but he carried it,
looking so gay in it.hahaha :D
so before huiling went in,she hugged raymond.
i mean she hugged us too, but RAYMOND (;
than delia and i were like,looking and delia was
so cute ! she said ' look beyond the horizan '
than raymond and huiling looked at us and i was like
' huh ? i didn't see anything ! ' and we continued
looking :D OH MAN,THEY BOTH WALKED AWAY ! hawhaw.
oh,i collected the harry potter book ! SO HAPPY !

sunday
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY HANNAH WONG (:
HAPPY 33TH BIRTHDAY BEN TAN (:
boy,aren't they both old :D
anyway,church was fun.claire chong led worship.
than apple strudel for hannah's cake !
than came home.BORING LA.

why can't i breathe whenever i think about you

2005-07-15T17:38:00.000-07:00

of a child like faith
and if my honest praise

OH MANXZ,after like sleeping for 1 1/2 hour,
my headache is still there,not gone :/
maybe this is a sign that i'm STRESS !
came home with jasmine and jessica.
going to sushi tei for dinner later ! :)
school was so crap la,first period was MATHS.
the dreaded subject was first :/ how sad.
than pris didn't come so MS HO,SAT NEXT TO ME.
how exciting and wonderful is that,gosh.
i was not allowed to talk,i can only do WORK.
how i can i not talk right ! pure torture.
than later chem was fun :)
ms liang is so cute ! hahaha,than experiment
was so fun,orange juice,banana shake and cif :D
than there was like this gas leak than we were
all like ' we're gonna die ' and kept coughing.
than later ms liang was saying we won't :D so cute !
than was chinese,lame shit la.we were like telling
to many lame jokes as usual.i've got alot,
if you want to know,ask me than i'll tell you :D
than later history,my hands ached la,she made us rush
a SEQ for her la ! like hand in by 145.ms hazelin's mad :/

I've been so depressed lately,no one knows.
the smile that hides all the fears & tears
is always shown.hiding is what i'm best at.
no one knows,no one understands,no one cares.
i don't feel like going for cell and i don't know why.
i'm dritfing away from God,please,pull me back.
i'm desperate for God's touch once more,
let me feel him once again,i'll stand up and say
My God,is an awesome God :) for i know he is.
I'll let the whole world see that Jesus lives
in me,but i can't seem to do it now.I'm depressed.
Everything that seem so right and perfect has now,
fallen apart.everything i had,is drifting away.
my world is falling apart,someone,piece it back for me.
I know this may sound silly or foolish,but I need
God's touch once more,the touch that restored my life.
the fire once burning so brightly in my heart,
rekindle it again,everything that's fallen apart,
i believe that God can piece it all back for me.
Even God, can mend a broken heart,why not mend mine ?
{ edit }
having a mother daughter talk with charlotte,finally :)
sushi tei was so good ! and thank you hannah for
lending me a listening ear,for always being there for me.
i love you hannah wong <3

you were everything, everything that I wanted

2005-07-14T16:09:00.000-07:00

love is just a hoax
so forget everything you've heard

OMGZXZXZXZXZXZ.tania is one lame shit :D
during music in the lab,she was like sitting
on the chair and she said ' valerie,you want
to ride a horse right ? jee-koop,jee-koop '
and like YUHUI the moron,followed her :D
and soon,ALMOST everyone was doing it.
than tania was so retarded,she was like
riding too vigerously and she rocked and
she fell OFF the chair.HAWHAW.that's funny.
after falling,she still sits there and laugh.
how spastic of her,my gosh.it's so dumb la !
than later she called wynn pang sai and wynn
was like having a cat fight with her :D
IT,new teacher,the turtle ! hahahaha :)
than later lit was like damn boring as usual.
maths,MY GOSH,ms queck can so NOT teach.i don't
understand mensuration when she teach me but
when ms ho explained,i understand,why ah ?
and i finally got the picture printed,thank you !
than from tomorrow onwards,i have to stay back
EVERYDAY by myself to do maths and must show ms ho.
WTH LUHXZXZXZ.and she wants me to go find her in
the staff room cause she does not want to come up.
but zelia,being so nice,is staying with me tomorrow.
{ edit }
health checkup :D i'm not underwreight anymore!
but i'm still damn bloody short,i'm like still
158cm.well,i can't bluff anyone now can i ?
than while we were waiting,zelia and i were
like jumping across valerie and lina's legs.
like hurdles :D ha,we both could do it ! even
though we are short,short people have their own
privilages too okay ! ha,and i have no back problem :)

i've really tried,but i found out i can't.
you're the one i really need

2005-07-13T14:55:00.000-07:00

I live and I die for you
I'll steal the sun from the sky for you

going home with wynn has become a daily routine.
sitting in the car with her and her driver.
and there's the radio blasting and both of
us talking :D even though it's short,we still
manage to talk :) i miss the holiday times.
anyway,i'm so HAPPY with myself for cutting all
the d&t wood out and next week is filing and
assembling.actually,d&t is not that bad,it's fun :)
and than, i'm so SAD now.i just checked my maths
results and i failed.like bloody hell.i failed !
it's so contridicting ain't it ? one moment
i'm feeling happy,the next i'm not.ha,i don't know
who i'm feeling now too.but i know one part of me
is as sad as ever.during chinese lesson sat with
wynn :) talked and kena scolding from lao shi again.
than english we did the compo thingy and ms loh
was doing weird actions to stop mrs teo from
playing the music too loud downstairs for her pe
classes so ms loh was like waving madly at her :D
but in the end she went down to tell mrs teo.
cme was fun too :D cause ms tan saw my a-list book
and she wanted me to show her some things.than she
said,pass ! hahahaha,she's so nice :) i like her.
than chapel was quite okay.and yuhui has a new
nickname called OHP :D thanks to lyndon lim.
and when tania and i were like walking towards
our class,he came over and said :
' faith,smile,i want to see your braces '
' okay '
' why you put grey ! look like ah pei '
' wa lao,shut up la ! '
' oi ! shhhh '
wa lao,he's so nice la ! very nice indeed.
than during chapel tania was tearing ):
ha,cause her eye got infection ! poor girl.
than went with her to wash her eyes but she
didn't like the sick bay one so she went to
ask from some teacher's in the staff room for it.
than none of them have so just washed it with water.
wifey ! it's our 10th day today ! fast isn't it ?
here's a COLD joke to entertain you :
winnie the pooh was talking to hello kitty,
but why didn't hello kitty reply ?
what do you call a deer with no eyes ?
what do you call a deer with no eyes and its made
of metal ?
ask me for the answers,tag me or ask me online :)
{ edit }
I've been really thinking alot lately.
I know it's time to let go of everything I've been
holding onto for so long.
I've tried letting go,but I just can't seem to do it.
Why can't anyone understand ?
I've tried letting go,but it just all comes back.
I need someone to talk to,someone who understands.
Someone please,save me from this sweet misery
i'll be the giver and you'll be the taker,
all hail the heartbreaker

2005-07-12T14:39:00.000-07:00

break my heart
and i'll break yours

english was so funny ! ms loh was acting weirdly
as usual :D she caught joyce doing something else
during her lesson and she talked in this really
high pitched voice and she said she was playing.
hahaha,so weird :/ and the shirt she wore today
is like DIOR la ! than wynn and i were like OMGXZXZ.
than wynn said maybe she sew it on herself :D
but it looks real to me.i mean she's not so free.
than pe was quite fun and jasmine fell down while
we were sprinting ! her whole knee was like white
than after like 5 mins or so,it was filled with
blood :/ poor girl ): than i had no partner !
than physics test was quite okay.i forget the how to
balance the chemistry eqn ! forget it,hopeless.
than mrs tay was so scared we will copy each others
work than she was like ' out your pencil case over
your answers ah ! ' she said it twice.what's she trying
to say ah ? that our class likes to copy ?
than straight after that,was lit test.oh yes !
JESSICA GOT IN FOR THE HEATS :) !
than geog was okay,tessa tan was not in a good mood.
than maths,ms eng is our teacher again :D last year also.
than ms quek (?) took our class today.i didn't
understand la ! than after ms ho taught jessica
than i knew what to do.than she kept calling me la !
and she shouted at our class today :/

{ edit }
EVERYONE HAS GONE FOR THE GOOD CHARLOTTE CONCERT !
I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TOO ! AND JESSICA HAS
TRNG,WYNN HAS TUITION AND WIFEY HAS GUZHENG !

truth is, i've always love you

2005-07-11T18:34:00.000-07:00

pretty baby don't you leave me
i've been saving smiles for you

school was so fun today :) got our shirts !
went to deliver it to all the teacher's in the
morning.took up so much of our time and they
all think it's really nice ! hahaha,we know :D
than assembly jessica and wynn were such
assholes la ! but i still love them all the same.
so irritating la ! but jasmine was so nice :/
OH PLEASE.hahaha :D than assmbly they had that
presentation on the trip to perth and china.
than after assembly was chinese.than we acted
out one part of the chinese textbook.wynn was
so vulgar - shakes head as usual right ? :D
i didn't go for cca today ! cause i had to go
for something la.if you really want to know,you
can ask me,i'll be willing to tell you :)
oh gosh,i am really addicted to the money song :D
so went home with jessica lunch-ed together and
revised chem together,i can memorize the valency
table ! but i can't balance it :D it's okay.
and lina just called me and told me there may not
be lit test tomorrow.shit la.i better go check with
mrs stubbins tomorrow morning.the class will KILL me.
JESSICA POTATO YIP ! ALL THE BEST FOR TOMORROW !
POTATO FAI WILL PRAY FOR YOU,YOU CAN DO IT :)

gwynna: wifey :) you wanted a shout out right ? so
here it is la.you better not run off with lyndon lim
or i will go with the OHP ah.but i won't,cause i am
satisfied with the wife i got :D oh gosh,i'm no lesbian.
yes ! owl ): i hope la okay ! just take one step at a
time and see how it goes :) and i know you'll be here
for me,always :) i love you darling :) remember,
no enloping with lyndon lim ah :D hahahaha.

cause your everywhere to me,
when i close my eyes it's you i see.
your everything i know that makes me
believe i'm not alone,i'm not alone

{ edit }
i've been listening to michelle branch's songs alot
these days and the lyrics are really nice and sad :D
she's a really great singer.so meaningful and all :)
maybe cause i'm going through rough parts

2005-07-10T21:06:00.000-07:00

of my sacrifice
and of my unshamed love

friday
went out with jessica yip that day :)
waited for jasmine after her choir meeting
to go home with her.than later met jessica
at serangoon mrt at around 4 like that
and we headed down to town to get our racial
harmony things.than went to forever 21 to see
the earrings.didn't buy any first cause we
wanted to look for somemore incase there were
nicer ones.bought bangles instead.jess bought
blue and i bought silver,we're gonna swap :D
than after that walked to far east to see jessica's
earrings and also some shoes so we can wear together.
than she bought the big button earrings :D white.
than after that,walked to heeren to get my silver
slippers :) but didn't buy cause jess didn't one ):
than later walked to cine to find earrings,none !
but she bought her sea shell slippers and a necklace.
than all i bought was the bangles.than we walked to
somerset mrt than i went down to mum's shop than
crystal jade for dinner ! rushed for tuition homework
after that.so tired !

saturday
tuition in the morning.than went to mummy's shop
and painted my nails orange :D to match the costume.
than went down to ps to meet sam&gerry to wacth
FANTASTIC 4.it was such a great show ! jessica alba.
OMGXZXZXZX.too hot to resist :) so pretty la !
than after the show,we walked for awhile and
than went home,so tired la :/

sunday
it was so good to be back in church :)
teri and her band led worship today.
it was great :) unshamed love.such a great song.
than lesson was like DAMN fun cause hannah was such
a lousy teacher la ! as usual :D suaned by us.
i'm as tall as hannah wong ! ha,believe it.
than later went to meet mummy and went down to dome
for breakfast than walked to heeren to get my slippers,
but they were not open yet,so went to isetan to
buy grocery :) bought honey stars ! yummy !
SCHOOL TOMORROW !

2005-07-07T16:54:00.000-07:00

i'll be there for you
these five words i swear to you

ne quiz in the morning at the hall.
so happy to receive cherlene's letter :)
the quiz was like all about singapore.
i felt bad when they asked if i was given
a chance to choose a country to go to,would
i still choose singapore as my homeland,than
i circled disagree ! hahaha,but it's okay la.
than art was like free period cause mr
leow didn't come :D so happy la ! 2 period la.
than there was pe.and ms tini kept saying i didn't
peviot correctly la ! so irritating la ! eeyer :/
than maths after that :/ WORSE la ! learnt the
scales thingy and than pris was not there to help me.
she was late with the rest so she stood at the back.
GWYNNA ! IT'S THE FORTH DAY TODAY :)
than when we were going for IT,wynn saw lyndon lim
than she called like everyone out just to call daniel.
IT was so dumb la ! draw the stick man :D than we
watched the korean anime than the characters so cute!
today passed really fast la ! it's so fast :)
{ edit }
jessica is so sweet ! so tested me trigo online
and than i told her that if i pass i will treat
her and she said ' if you pass,it's a treat for me '
so sweet la she :) thanks potato <3

so you stole my heart and wrote me a ransom
letter.

2005-07-06T19:19:00.000-07:00

Hungry i come
to you for i know you satisfy

school was fun again :) i love school.
had cme and than found something in my bag :/
it was damn freaky for me and it's true about
what wynn and gwynna said.as in who will right !
than later chapel was really fun and enjoyable.
speaker was rev.dr norman wong aka: jon wong's
father.yuhui they all were like saying he can
go act of write a script :D it was really fun.
than the promotion of sonic fest.wynn and i are
going ! i can't hardly wait :D so exciting !
oh yes,and during chapel,the lyndon lim damn irritaing.
me: gwynna ! your daniel there !
gwynna: i don't like you okay. - pulls me
lyndon lim: faith,2/10 ah.haha
me: shut up la! 2/10 so what?i don't care lor.
than he stopped making fun of me la ! so irritating.
wifey! it's the third day today :D
( i'm not a lesbian,it's just for fun )
english was super funny la ! ms loh tai li :D
she saw jolin's food on the table and she was like
' oh ! i can have tea later ! ' OMGXXZZXZ.so weird :/
than later she was teaching us pronunciation.
it was really funny.she made us say the pledge.
and eileen is pronunce as ai-leen.i didn't know.
than d&t was good ! cause i cut both of my grass :)
i feel so accomplished,but there's the monkey and
banana left next week.and the filing of the grass ):
i passed my chinese test ! i didn't study somemore.
than stayed back with jasmine,mad and persie to
do the english thing and to play,but i didn't get to play.
so jasmine and i were like sitting and doing some
AHEM work in class :D feel so mean la ! but no one knows.
than went home and have to do the bloody art reaserch
now la ! and i don't have disket.WA LAOXZXZXZXZ

this fragile heart of mine,broken a million times

2005-07-05T15:32:00.000-07:00

isn't this the best part of breaking up
finding someone else you can't get enough of

school today was fun :) school's been fun!
assembly was like damn suay for me la.
first,the prefect came up and asked me for appel
letter cause i was late on 24th may but i dont
remember me being late and i thought braces la.
than later she said i had to give appeal letter.
but i gave all the letter from the dentist to ms ho.
so she asked me to find tan chun so later tan chun
came,than the prefect told her i gave it to ms ho,
than she said okay okay i can go back.it was not all.
than i kena caught by vice-head for my socks.but i
told her all my socks are like that and she wanted me
to go buy the SUPER high ones and show her tomorrow.
oh please,i wont buy it la ! i will just pull mine
higher tomorrow and hope nothing happens.i will just
die if ms gan comes finding me for the appeal letter
or socks or whatever la.she's seriously scary :/
got a lift home from wynn and val followed.
than pe was fun we were like doing netball again.
than physics was fun.cause we just had to sit,
and do work.than it was lit :/ 45mins = 3hrs.
pris made that up.it's really boring.no offense.
after that was geog,than between the free time,
i was taking the pen knife going around threanting
people and than wynn called lyndon lim daniel :D
than when he was in 2c1,joelle&rebecca were like
shouting ' daniel ' damn loudly and he came out and
said ' keep quiet la ' than went back in.wth.
sat with wynn during geog.than later was maths.
quiz la :/ damn it,i failed and got like 2/10?
whatever la.i don't care anyway.as long as i do
well for my test this friday.so stress ah !
i am addicted to the money song :D wynn la !

a one night stand ain't enough

2005-07-03T16:51:00.000-07:00

i'll never know how much it cost
to see my sin upon that cross

yesterday night
BARBEQUE :) wynn's house !
it was really fun.even thought there were
not many people there except her relatives,
brother,sister and sister's friend.
but it was really fun.suppose to go there
and like so the shirt and maths,but in the
end,we didn't even sew the cloth and maths
we only did one question.how pathetic !
than went for the bbq,was really great la.
the food was seriously good and wynn's
father kept giving us food :D so full !
but the otah and fish were like good :)
than wynn's sister pearl is fierce :D
she kept forcing me to finish the fish la !
i know a secret about her brother and ____ :D
all 3 of them really look alike.EXCATLY.
than went to watch the comedy :D racist jokes.
than cut the cake and went home.

today
church was really fun today :D giving out
of balloons and flyers.so fun la :)
i saw teri after like ONE WHOLE MONTH :)
AND HUILING TOOO ! WA LAOZXZXZXZ :D
dean and kenneth were like sucking helium
from the ballons la ! than they sounded so
high and squeaky :D after tying i got stuck
with cheryl :D so suay la.hahahaha.
and raymond,you still owe me hello panda !
than went for shineforth for around 1/2 hour
than went back down for a second shift.than
becky gave me a lift to isetan cause she was
going orchard hotel.church was so fun la :)
thanks johannes for the book&hannah for the slippers

the game called love,i'm playing it

2005-07-02T17:30:00.000-07:00

as long as you reach for it
you dream of it everywhere

yesterday night
cell was swell yesterday :D ( cheryl )
i was really happy to be back at cell :)
joseph and becky were suppose to pick me
up from mewton mrt,but joseph told the taxi
uncle to go to balmoral.WTH.joseph ong ah.
so they walked to newton mrt to pick me.
saw yixian :) he's back too ! went to eat
at waffle town.did i tell you my mouth
hurts like shit?i changed the colour and wire
now it's hurts la.WA LIAOXZXZXZXZXZ :D
anyway,after that went for cell,so happy
to see hannah,debbie and cheryl :) and kenneth
came back ! he trick us into believing that he
is not coming back :) anyway,justin was going
on about the faith thing again.as usual.and
johannes is lending me the book ! thank you :)
tomorrow there's like some cell thing so i
need to be early.i can FINALLY see huiling
tomorrow after 39489384390 years :/
anyway,justin was like saying why he dose not like
tom cruise and jay chou cause he can't stand them.
he's really weird la :D and he asked me why don't
i have a sister,than she can be called fish leong.
JUSTIN,YOU ARE SO LAME.and he asked me ' what about
a fishter ' hahahaha,stupid idiot la he :D

today
chinese tuition sucks la today.
so irritaing la ! okay,anyway,going
to wynn's house soon.goodbye :)

i never said love was easy,and neither is
letting go

2005-07-01T04:35:00.000-07:00

everybody's talking all these stuff about me
why don't they just let me live

WYNN WON THE MISS CONGENEALITY PEAGENT!
THIRD PLACE,SHE WAS THE ONLY ON AMONG THESEC ONES-SEC THREES.SEC 4 HAS TWO
yaye!now,no one will look down on our class.
and we were like shouting and screaming at the
back of the hall,holding banners and screaming
' go wynn ! ' and we were like screaming :D
and everyone was like looking at us.only like
jasmine,me,tania,zelia,sarah,melissa,valerie,
gwynna and alicia like screamed lor.so sad ):
than 3d1 costume was really nice.it's tinkerbell :)
and the warrior from 5a1,can really catwalk really
well ! ah,so pretty man all of them :)
but we still won in the end anyway :) was really
happy.when we saw wynn,we were like hugging her
and jessica :) and the 4a1 was like critisizing wynn
and jessica la.bloody ASSHOLES.do i need to spell
it out for you? listen carefully than
A-S-S-H-O-L-E-S,put them together and what is it?
ASSHOLES!please lor,so what if you are from the
best class and everything,dont look down on our
class cause we are 2C1.and they were like saying
' jessica's english so bad,must complain to mdm
dillion ' ' 2c1 so noisy lor ' ' costume to ugly '
' she almost touch her breast,so obscene '
wa lao,yours is even more obscene lor.please.and
their model is not even nice.please,4a1,so what?
we still won a prize in the end,assholes you know.
whatever la,going for cell later :) yaye !
GO WYNN :) hahaha

2005-06-30T17:40:00.000-07:00

ms hilton you must be worth a trillon bucks

school was really fun today :)
pe especially.netball.tania and i were
like really funny.she measures 2m in a really
weird and spastic way,it's so her :D
and ms tini had to come up to me and tell me
how to throw :D and i could not control myself
and i had to laugh :D after that was maths
i am so going to flunk my quiz again :/ didn't
study,the typical me.and i found the value of
x,but i forgot to find y?!OMGZXZXZXZXZ
i'm going to lose marks like that ): so sad la.
gwynna is really cute :) ( don't be ego la )
she said she's playing alog with us so i said,
' mr lim wants to play,we play and you play too :) '
and she laughed and agreed :D so cute right?
no wonder la.now i know why huh gwynna ho (;
peagent today :) i wonder hwo wynn is doing now.
i hope we can get into the finals.ms ho said the
costume is really nice :) and jasmine even made the
crown :D so funny la they all :)

2005-06-29T17:29:00.000-07:00

i just wanna scream
how can this happen to me

just got home from wynn's house.went
there to make zelia's costume.
school was fun today :D we found out a
secret abt GWYNNA and __________ HEHEHE :)
i shall not say much,or gwynna is going to kill
me.anyway,we were like damn noisy during
chinese cause we were laughing and talking abt
gwynna's CASE :D and like i think the whole
class knows :D it's really funny.and priscilla
is like damn ridiculous la.she's like mrs ong?
hahaha,shall not say too much,ask me if you all
want to know the whole story.it's really funny.
went to wynn's house than we were making the
costume for the pagent (?) tomorrow.and zelia
is doing it :D but wynn says she rather be.
MATHS QUIZ TOMORROW!

random: paris hilton can sing ! her voice
is seriously nice :)

2005-06-28T20:31:00.000-07:00

no i can't stand the pain
and i can't make it go away

today was so fun :)
i forgot what we did,but it was fun.
no tuition today :D so HAPPY :D
d&t tomorrow ! shucks la.i hate it la.
and i am doing the moduele now.i am such
a last min person.gwynna ho is so irritaing :D
hahaha,kidding la :) going wynn's house tomorrow.

you make such a big difference in my life

2005-06-27T18:49:00.000-07:00

it's not how long we live
but it's how well we live it that counts

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL TODAY :)
and i am loving every single bit of it :D
amazing huh,i never knew i love school
so much.it's the people in 2c1 la :D
changed time table and teachers also!
we have new d&t and maths teacher and chem ):
i like mrs rajah!she's so funny and lame :D
she's always saying i'm talking to loud and
laugh much,i'm going to miss her saying that ):
LUCKILY MR LYNDON LIM IS NOT TEACHING US - phew
i could have DIED under him man :/
i would be so miserable under him,all the
non-stop suanning.but i know he's damn sad now
cause he can't get to see gwynna ho.awwww ):
i was so happy to see clique and everyone :)
school was fun today :) tomorrow will be better!
stayed back in school for awhile,study and go
collect money from teachers.mr lim is damn annoying
as USUAL :
mr lim : what happened to your hair?
me: i cut la!than?
mr lim: oh
me: what happend to yours than?
and he didnt ans me.ha,he can't beat that :D
and than he said jessica's fringe was nice.hur
OH PLEASE.her sister cut it.that's why :D
cherlene is such a sweetie pie :)
{ Faith } Don't go breaking my heart he makes my life miserable.
# So let's have one last kiss, one last touch <3 says:
haha
# So let's have one last kiss, one last touch <3 says:
i make your life happy D:

oh,i love you baby,i really do :)

2005-06-26T11:37:00.000-07:00

theses wounds don't heal easy
but i'm trying to mend

yesterday
went for chinese tuition.was
quite okay la.than went to mummy's shop
and than to orchard to meet sam and gerry.
than went to dome for tea and than,
there was this GIANTIC bear who suddenly
touched our heads and we all screamed :D
so malu la :/ cause everyone was looking.
than after that,went to lido,wanted to
watch alot like love,but didn't have the
time we wanted.so walked to cine,even worse.
so walked back to taka,and i was so tired
by than,we practically walked from one end
of orchard to another end like so many times.
my feet were killing me by than :/ so came home.
today
I didn't go to church today ):
something got cropped up and i haven't
been going for a couple of weeks !
i hope sarah or hannah didn't bring the
slippers today :/ or sarah's gonna kill me.
i won't see huiling till next friday ):
and she's leaving so soon!and jolene
came back today!kenneth told me :D
oh well,won't get to see them anyway!
today,is the day when i'm going to be
chionging for EVERY single homework
that is suppose to be handed in tomorrow :D
the rest,ai ya,don't care la :D another
day than do.i am a last min girl :)

been living too long in a fairy tale,
look what I've become

2005-06-24T19:33:00.000-07:00

Cos I shiver, I just break up,
when i'm near you&it all gets out of hand

ALOT LIKE LOVE :) what a great show!
the funniest part was when they were out
of the car drinking wine and he scared her :D
it was damn touching also.it's like super funny.
i think ashton kuther is damn CUTE in that show !
but not as cute as adam brody la (; he's better
went to collect class shirt and it's nice but
we have to sew the cloth on the shirt.
went to wynn's house cause we didn't have anymore
mood to walk around cause we had to carry the
big and fat plastic bag walking around orchard.
went to her house,talk and than ate starburst (:
than helped her do the collage but in the end,
she DELETED it,waste our time ah!but she's going
to do it again,she's so FREE la!
MICHELLE KWAN KWAN KWAN KWAN :) the absolute
beauty :) she's so pretty la.if only i can meet her.

______,YOU ARE SUCH A POSER,COPYCAT.GO AND DIE LA

2005-06-24T11:00:00.000-07:00

the only remedy i know
is that i've got to let you gobr>

MICHELLE KWAN IS OFFICIALLY MY NEW IDOL :D
not as in IDOL IDOL,it's just someone i admire
alot :) she's so pretty la and she skates so well!
anyway,i like adam brody alot now :D even more than
oliver james :) AWWWW ): hahahahha,but things change!
i shall show you a picure of adam brody later.
going out to watch alot like love later.
CANT WAIT LA :D anyway,charlotte and i can't stand
this person,she is such a poser and so fake la!
EEYER :/
ADAM BRODY :)

2005-06-23T21:39:00.000-07:00

my idol (: isn't she pretty?

2005-06-23T16:53:00.000-07:00

figure skate

MICHELLE KWAN :)
i love figure skating.it's the most graceful
sport ever among all the other sports :)
it's so cool and nice and GRACEFUL <3
i wanna learn!i wanna learn!
i think michelle kwan can figure skate
really well :) SHE'S GOOD MAN
ice princess is such a nice show.
FIGURE SKATE!
FIGURE SKATE!

2005-06-23T13:09:00.000-07:00

I'll make you the centre of my life
Lord i respond with all i am

I Am The Way

You've got a secret no one knows
Locked away where no one goes
Deep inside your heart,
It's tearin' you apart.
You hide the pain in all you do,
Still the shackles binding you are heavier than stone,
But you are not alone.

When you're down
Look around
And you'll see I am with you.
Look to Me and you'll see I will be there to guide you.
Take My hand and I can lead you on for you know:

I am the answer,
And I am the way.
I am the promise,
And I have called your name.

So you want a brand new start
Askin' Me into your heart,
Down on bended knee
For the world to see.
And the chains around your heart
Fall away and break apart
Suddenly you see
The truth has set you free.

When you're down
Look around
And you'll see I am with you
Look to Me and you'll see I will be there to guide you
Take My hand and I can lead you on for you know:

I am the answer,
And I am the way.
I am the promise, and
I have called your name.

Surrounded by darkness
You stumbled along
Knowing the road that you traveled was long
But I'm here beside you,
Yes here all along,
The one that will carry you on.

When you're down
Look around
And you'll see I am with you.
Look to Me and you'll see I will be there to guide you.
Take My hand and I can lead you on for you know.

I am the answer,
And I am the way,
I am the promise and
I have called.

Oh when you are down
You think no one's around,
But I'll be with you both night and day.
I know the good times,
I'll see you through bad times,
Oh you know that I'm here to stay.

I am the answer,
And I am the way
I am the promise,
And I have called your name.

2005-06-22T22:39:00.000-07:00

in sleeps he sang to me
in dreams he came

17-21
Hongkong was great la :) i got back
yesterday.watched phantom of opera on the
plane.took up like 3 hours la!but it was
worth it.i bought the soundtrack today la.
super nice la :) the phantom of the
opera is thereanyway,hongkong was nice
but it was like raining almost everyday.i
like it alot :) went to sweet dynasty like
everyday la!so sick of it la :D anyway,
you should go hongkong,it's super nice
live it, love it, hongkong

22
today went out with joey,persie and wynn
met gwynna and alicia there :) watched ice
princess.nice show.the girl is like damn pretty
la!and ice skating is so cool.I WANNA LEARN :D
saw wynn and them,i miss them so much.

i know it's hard to let go,but sometimes,
you got to do it

2005-06-16T20:09:00.000-07:00

hold on
if you feel like letting go

byebye byebye :)
don't miss me ah :D kidding.
oh yes,look at this:
HUILING IS BACK!!!!!!
hahahaha,but i wont get to see her until i get back ):
oh wells.raymond is so sneaky :D
you all can sms me at 91730246
i will be very happy to recieve your sms :)
love <3

2005-06-16T14:29:00.000-07:00

Amazing love,how can it be
that you my king would die for me

HONGKONG HONGKONG TOMORROW :)
i am so excited,i can't wait :D
tomorrow misson people are also going to
cambodia and thailand :) pray for them.
today is bad la.i have violin later in
abt half and hours time :/ EEYER.
i have yet to pack my bag.i am always
last min la.even my work also la.
yesterday i called gwynna at like around
530 like that and we talked till like 7
cause i didn't know how to do my tuition
homework and my teacher was coming at night
which was soon,so i got her to help me :D
she told me everything la!she's the best man.
GWYNNA,DONT GET HAPPY OKAY.YOU'RE STILL NOT CUTE :D
so tuition that night was like good cause i didn't
get scolding and she said i improve also.
thanks gwynna :) i love you alot la.happy? :)
morning woke up cause zhaohong the pest was like
shouting damn bloody loud so i had no choice.
went to serangoon garden to eat breakfast,came
home,practiced violin and started packing abit
of my bag or tomorrow will be like damn messy la.
cause the flight is around 10 plus.in the morning.
alright,gtg now.lunch time :)
17-21 JUNE,HONGKONG :) I'LL MISS ALL OF YOU ;)
tissue paper,j3wf,utensils,tingtong,cousins,charlotte,
kwan,knights

2005-06-14T12:43:00.000-07:00

my heart is breaking
with every word i'm saying

i have decided,to follow Jesus
i have decided,to follow Jesus
i have decided,to follow Jesus
no turning back,no turning back :)

yes,i have followed jesus :) and life
is great knowing you have him in your life :)
make a stand,tell everyone what an awesome God
you have and how he has changed your life.
i'm sure he has changed my life greatly :)
I AM A CHOPSTICK :D hahaha,that was random.
i am not usually weird,or random.i am a normal girl.
unlike SOME people in my church,who are so weird :D
but oh well,i love them all the same :)

can you look me in the eye and tell me
everything's alright?cause i can't.my heart i breaking,
with every word i'm saying.

2005-06-14T12:16:00.000-07:00

KWAN'S BLOG :) i was bored la.
1) Your first crush:
i'm not saying out loud :)

2) Your last crush:
hmmmm....

3) The last person you hung out with:
my weird uncle.HAHA

4) The last person you talked to:
Samantha

What was

5) The first car you drove:
i'm only FOUR-TEEN.

6) The last place you went (outside your home):
east coast.

7) What are you most looking forward to?:
Friday :) HONGKONG HONGKONG

8) What are you least looking forward to?:
tuition,tomorrow ):

9) Who are you with right now?
dating or what?

10) Who do you dislike the most?
you :D

11) How old would you like to be when you get
married?
i'm not sure.when the right one comes.

12) Where do you want to go after school?:
huh?we're having HO-LI-DAYS

13) What do you want your profession to be?:
doctor,lawyer,surgeon :D ( dream on )

14) How many children do you want to have?
as mr lim always says ' siao ' :D

15) Names of those children:
i told you, siao!

16) Where do you want to live?
AUSTRALIA.

Miscellaneous

17) If you were stranded in a deserted island, what would you bring?
handphone.i can't live without it :)

18) Would you ever kill someone?
HELLO?DO I LOOK LIKE I WILL MURDER SOMEONE?

19) What is the worst movie you have ever seen?
none i would say.i don't waste my money on movies i don't like

20) Do you wear socks up to your knees?
NO!that is so ah-lain PURLEASEZXZXZ

21) Do you like roller coasters?
nope.i'm scared of those :/

22) Do you like to paint?
art or paint walls?

23) Do you wear a watch?
sometimes,which is NEVER :D

24) Do you like applauses?
yes,we clap really loud in class to annoy mr lim :D

25) Do you like cats?
nope.i hate cats.

26) Do you like pizza?
EVERYONE LOVES PIZZA :)

27) Do you like burgers?
yes,but they're FATTENING

28) Righty or Lefty?
left handed.

29) Do you have a good sense of humor?
i am not easily amused.but sometimes,i am :)

30) What is one thing you CAN'T do?
turn back time

31) Are you afraid of dying?
no.i know i'll get to be with God :)

32) Do you like where you live?
okay.mrt is near but there are alot of weird people around.and where i live is close to where most of my good friends live so i guess it's good :)

33) What do you usually do in your class at school?
talk,attend class,eat,laugh,make alot of noise and clap?

34) What do you do when you're online at ym/msn?
talk?isn't that what people do?

35) How many messages are there in your hp inbox?
57 :) but they are from the weirdest people on earth like tissue,spectular,potato,wynn,lamer and joey :)

2005-06-13T17:48:00.000-07:00

still i will always
fight on for you

i took this from kimberly kan's blog :)

First, write down the names of twenty people you know. Then read and answer the questions.
You can't look at the questions until you write down the twenty names you're going to use.

1.tania
2.gwynna
3.jessica
4.wynn
5.jasmine teo
6.joey
7.madeline
8.zelia
9.yuhui
10.priscilla
11.chia huiling
12.melissa
13.cherlene
14.teri
15.cheryl
16.becky
17.debbie
18.jon wong
19.errol
20.bala

1. Is #9 a boy or a girl?
girl
2. Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple?
HAHAHAHA.THAT WILL BE WRONG
3. How about #18 and #4?
HAHAHA,JON WONG AND WYNN?!the height diff is too great :D
4. What grade is #17 in?
Sec 3
5. When was the last time you talked to #12?
cip thingy
6. What is #6's favorite band?
Good Charlotte?
7. Does #1 have any siblings?
A brother and a sister
8. Would you ever date #3?
HAHAHA.SHE'S A PO-TA-TOEEE :)
9. Would you ever date #7?
uh..
10. Is #16 single?
i won't reveal anything :)
11. What's #15's last name?
LEE
12. What's #10's middle name?
PERVET :D
13. What's #5's favorite thing to do?
talking rubbish and being lame :D
14. Is #13 hot?
MY TING TONG :) of course i think she's hot ;)
15. Would #14 and #19 make a good couple?
HAHAHAHA.YES YES YES :) ( don't kill me teri ) and this is falling into place.go see who is 14 and 19 :) i didn't do it on purpose ah
16. What school does #20 go to?
acs (i)
17. Tell me a random fact about #11?
she looks like kerroppi :)
18. And #1:
She's a SPECTULAR :D
19. And #4:
SHE'S SHORT :D kidding
20. Have you ever had a crush on #15?
CHERYL?HAHAHAHA.VERY FUNNY
21. Where does #9 live?
Sengkang
22. What's #3 favorite color?
hmmm,i think it's purple :D she's HORNY
23. Would you makeout with #14?
HELLO?THAT'S TERI.
24. Are #5 & #6 best friends?
YES THEY ARE :)
25. Does #7 like #2?
of course.they're clique :)
26. Does #8 like #19?
HAHAHA,they don't even know each other!
27. How did you meet #2?
1c1 :)
28. How did you meet #18?
last year's nov camp :)
29. Does #10 have any pets?
nope.she will scare it to death :D
30. Is #12 older than you?
nahhh
31. Is #17 the sexiest person alive, or what?
OHLALA,DEBBIE :)

2005-06-13T16:57:00.000-07:00

Your majesty
I live to sing your song

11/6
CHALET CHALET CHALET :)
had tuition first and i bought my long
awaited bose speakers from apple :) thanks mummy.
came home to put it down and than went to
chalet.was like lazing around and watching
tv than at around 6 my uncles,aunties and
cousin and the maids went to the big field infront
of the chalet to play football,monkey and volleyball.
than we played like monkey and it was so fun :)
i haven't like really talked to my uncles&aunties
for such a long time ( their are all around 25 )
than zhao hong was the permenant monkey cause
he could not catch the ball :D he's so cute la.
than when i was the monkwy with my uncle,he kept
blocking me so i won't get a chance to touch the ball.
irritating la.and than he's girlfriend was really
scared :D so i got the ball from her :) TEEHEEHEE.
after that,rested for awhile,talked to them and it
was really fun cause my uncles are like super lame
and weird ( it runs in the family ) and he was like
telling us what he's so pro in volleyball and blah.
than we played la!like match and than we used the leaf
as the centre line and than we were like arguing if the
ball went over the net :D so in the end,we just didn't
play score cause it was like so confusing and all.
i played till my hands has blueblack and it aches :/
after that,dinner!drove to the hakwer centre to buy
food - smacks lips we were all tired to walk there.
than after dinner,played taiti till like 11 plus and
than came home cause i didn't wanna stayover.

12/6
went around 1130 and than uncle drove to katong
to buy katong laksa for lunch and some yong tau
foo thingy :/ but the laksa was GE-REE-AT :)
than rested,went out to play badminton and volley
ball and i was like so tired that i went back in and
took a nap than woke up,played taiti for awhile and
than watched harry potter and the prisoner of
azkaban.but had to leave halfway cause my other
uncle and his girlfriend was waiting for us at
macs and than i happened to see kwan's ________ :D
than sat there,talked and than had tea :) than
drove back to the chalet and it was like raining
when i wanted to go cycling ): so didn't go and since
no one was staying over that night,so we checked out
earlier than went parkway for awhile cause my aunty
wanted to get some clothes and than came home and watched
tv and at around 10 plus,i watched incredibles :D JACK-JACK.

13/6
home today.i was sleeping and than,my phone vibrated
on my bedside table and than this guy was like looking
for samuel.than i'm like uh,no such person and he said
sorry.i was in the middle of a nice dream and that person
called :/ my aunty came over and read chinses newspaper
with me.WTH.CHINESE NEWSPAPER?!the one we ordered in school
i don't even read unless lao shi force me too.i just read.
EEYER.so boring.stuided chem for awhile for my tuition and
than now i'm just lazing around :) 4 MORE DAYS TO HK <3

2005-06-10T19:36:00.000-07:00

why can't i breathe
whenever i think about you?

MR&MRS SMITH :) wonderful show :)
it was quite actioned packed and angelina
jolie is so hot :D H-O-T-T-I-E :)
and adam is in it tooooooo :) GAH,HE'S SO
SO SO HANDSOME :) but it was only a little
part though.it's better than nothing!he's so
handsome please :) bought mini fudge bites
from famous amos.it's really chewy and yummy.
i didnt buy my bag in the end ): cause it was
too big for me.i shall wait incase there are
nicer ones coming out soon (: the datey date
with cherlene is super fun la!we had pasta
mania and had little secrets shared :D SHHH.
pasta mania was good (: chicken cream thing <3
than walked to ps.than went to spotlight and
i got my star confetti (: chalet tomorrow!i
can't wait.cousin's coming over now (: haha.
i am going on a diet now.DIET EVERYONE!
i will only eat 3 meals,no more snacking.
tomorrow chalet is going to be like an excercise
thing.jogging,swimming and cycling :) it's like
the thrilaton thingy :D ( i can't spell for nuts )
WYNN'S LEAVING TONIGHT ): I'LL MISS YOU DARLING
tissue paper is utterly adorable.not :D
MISS ME FOR 3 DAYS EVERYONE.

2005-06-09T13:45:00.000-07:00

Jerk it out

WHAT AN UNPRODUCTIVE DAY TODAY.IT STINKS.
i am stuck at home,unable to do anything and
my cousin is here.such a pain in the ass man.
than for the FIRST time i look forward
to violin,there is NO LESSON.NO LESSON.WTH
my teacher went to bangkok for holiday and no
lessons!i thought violin lets me do something
productive during this whole day,i guess not.
i am stuck at home,oh what misery it is here.
i finished my tuition homework,except chinese.
at least i am calling gwynna at 2 which is soon.
someone to talk to,at last!God save me from this.
everyone's at church camp,well not everyone and my
bloody msn is screwed so my life is totally miserable.
okay,calling gwynna soon :)
MR&MRS SMITH TOMORROW WITH CHERLENE :) <3

so close,i belive, you're holding me now,
in your hands i belong,you'll never let me go.

2005-06-08T19:06:00.000-07:00

There's so much i need to say to you
so many reasons why

YAYEEEE :) tuition was ~~boring~~ fun :)
i'm finally going out with cherlene on friday :)
WHOO HOOOO :) but you know,everyone's at church
camp ): becky,joseph,debbie,ariel,teri,cheryl...
no more fun ): hannah wong and sarah are there too!
SARAH WONG IS A MORON.hahahah :) she is,she is :)
i am addicted to the song chariot by gavin degraw.
it's super nice (: thanks to wynn for introducing
it to me.it was in the com lab than :D nice nice :)
gavin degraw looks like the gun who acted in taxi
in the mtv chariot :) quite handsome,great voice.
there are so many great singers/groups this days.
the used is one,GAVIN DEGRAW :) i love the used :)
i'm a fake and all that i've got.i love mcfly too.
calender
9/6- violin,seeing wynn
10/6- towning with cherlene
11/6- chalet,wynn's leaving ):
12/6- chalet
13/6- mug mug mug
14/6- send tania off
15/6- chinese tuition
16/6- violin, family dinner
17/6- HONGKONG :) missions
18/6-21/6> hongkong
this is so buisness-sy :D - looks at kwan
not alot of programmes ): everyone's going away!
i can't go for cell for like 3 weeks and i haven
been going since tania last went.i feel so guilty.
i'll go back when missions gets back.
johannes is lending me the jesus freak book :)
i miss everyone ):
wynn,jasmine,joey,jessica,gwynna,tania,yuhui,
ah mad,cherlene,kwan,cheryl,teri,ariel,debbie,
sarah and many many more :)

Don't let my love grow cold,
I'm calling out,light the fire again.
Don't let my vision die,
I'm calling out,light the fire again.

2005-06-06T21:12:00.000-07:00

Truth is
I never got over you

i have not been blogging for a really long time :/
alot has happened this few days since let's see..
thursday :)gosh,shitty day please.tuition,sucks la.
i got scolded cause i didn't revise me chem nots.
wth la!ass lor.than cause she go complain to my mum
than i cannot go out with cherlene la!WTF LOR.ASS.
than friday was like ROTTING at home.no one could even
make it over cause jessica had trng and than wynn was
grounded and jasmine and joey were not free.than for
the first time,i actually studied and i got rewarded
cause my mum brought me to esplanade for haggen-daz.
hahaha,not bad la.she was actually angry with me.
than sat went to mummy's shop and than went to uncle's
house to stay over to pei my grandma :D quite nice la.
than at the shop super funny la!cause we were all
watching the dolphin bay thingy.than they treated me
mee sua :) so nice they all than still give me waffle.
i watched karate kid that night till like 12 plus.it's
so cool.i didn't know karate was so cool.but it's like
quite orbit :D cause i think no one does it anymore.
than sunday was like rotting at my uncle's house and
i did my english homework.than watched tv till like 9.
monday!GOSH.TODAY HAS BEEN THE BEST DAY SO FAR PLEASE.
had the cip thing.quite fun but the children were like
so naughty.it's quite hard to control and than so small!
than after cip went out with them again to watch movie.
than jessica and wynn went to watch cursed while jasmine
joey and i watch monster in law cause joey and i were
scared :D but monster in law is a freaking good show.
it was like super funny and than j lo was prett there :)
after that met them than jessica went first cause she
had to go sgh for some check up for her nose.poor girl
than went to taka where we spent the rest of the time
there and you know doing what?choosing which is cuter
and we were so extra in the toys department choosing the
soft toy and in the end,i'm getting wynn the hula sponge-
bob and she got me the bubble bee key chain and the
fimbles softie :) super adorable :) than later we went
cause wynn was late and she got scolded by ther sister!
poor girl.she called me and was crying la!don't cry!!!
went for flu jab than i hit on the door and now,it's so
damn pain.argh.who cares la.tomorrow got tuition.
DAMN THE ~~STUPID~~ NICE TUITION LOR :/
random comment: i like the song chariot :)

2005-06-02T12:31:00.000-07:00

Too deep
that it didn't even bleed

BORING BORING :/
today is an unproductive day and a total waste.
i am stuck at home having programmes i ~~love~~
HATE lined up for me.it's violin first,than tuition.
ARGH.can this get any worse?!it's such a bad day.
there's like tuition and than i haven't finish the
tb hw yet and thank god jessica helped me with the
assesment book one.thank you thank you :)so nice!
i am making butterfly bookmarks for my close friends.
I AM TOO FREE.SOMEONE,PLEASE AMUSE ME!!!!!!!!!
soundbites\ghost of you and me- bb mak
call him mine- tata young
hanson- penny&me
the used- all that i've got
westlife- if i let you go
weezer- beverly hills :)
hillsongs- king of majesty
liz phair- why can't i
gavin degraw- chariot
according to wynn pang,this songs are DEPRESSING.
it's not what.it's nice.she's just HAHAHAHHA :D
i shall do some shoutouts since i am so bored.
gwynna: PAPER HO :) you should feel honoured that i told you so many things and little secrets ;) it'll be our little secret.SPECS SPECS SPECS :D it does not really look like ______ :D yes yes,our plot - chuckles we planned it out already!will tell you another time on the 6th when we go for cip in school.it's so evil!hahaha.but you know gwynna,i think he really likes you :) it's so OBVIOUS please.but i know you wont like him cause your taste is not so bad :D we will find out sooner or later.<3 baby :)

jessica: OVER OVER.hahahaha :D you retarded tracker.i had so much fun with you this few days :) it was bonding,bitching and also alot of catching up and we found out alot abt each other and it's really great :) we are really good friends now.we don't talk so much in class yeah?but now we know each other more and bonded - does the hand thing and thank you once again for helping me with my tuition homework
without your help i'll be like so dead now la :/ thank you thank you.and next time you're going to open a condom shop :D CEO,CFO,COO :) you're the ceo right?hahahaha.
and don't forget our plot to suan __________ :D it's a great one.we'll think of more soon ;) <3 darling

joey: K----A :) think i dunno is it joey ang yi jia.i am very smart you know!hahahaha :D must show me one day okay?and it's madagascarr not ma-da-gas-car :D i had so much fun with you this few days at wynn's house.MINISKIRT!hahahah :D code name code name - whispers you're going for camp soon right?takecare okay?don't get injured or else K will be very sad :D <3 dearrest

jasmine: MADAGASCARR :) thanks for pronoucing it with me properly :D it's a good way to learn english :D you are so lame la!but your company is always enjoyed :D
don't stone on the phone anymore when we have confrence.it's so not like you la!so quiet and not talking at all.next time just cross the road and take 82 la!don't take one round,so kuku :D but i know cause you can't bear to part with jessica and me right?hahaha.kidding ;) you're the pro la.happy? <3

wynn: TOLIET BOWL TOILET BOWL :D i know you hate to see this words :D but i'm only kidding la.it's just for LAUGHS :) i have been to your house almost once every week.it's like a daily routine but you're coming my house with the rest soon!YAYEEE :) i saw ________ online today!but you went out and my msn is spoilt so how to start the suanning?if only we were neighbours :) i really enjoyed the time spend with you,got to know you more and of course alot more other things to yeah :) i can't wait for us to go out again :) it'll be so fun!the usual group of us!hahahah :D
my cookie monster ah <3 darling

attention
PROGRAMME ON 8TH HAS CHANGED TO 7TH!

2005-06-01T20:03:00.000-07:00

Baby
I'm too lost in you

just got back from compass point :)
wynn's house today again :D it's an everday thing.
met jasmine,joey and wynn at the mrt station
at 10 than walked to wynn's house and than
studied for an hour.it's a IMPROVEMENT! ( yaye )
than played tai di for awhile,than ordered
pizzahut :) hawaian&chicken drumlets :D
it came like in a hour la!than later the nachos
were so lao hong :/ so disgusting,but the sauce!
after that,went down did work for awhile and than
we did ________ :D it was super fun.we were like
suanning people over there la!but too bad _____
was not online of it would be more fun :D
jessica came later than she copied the clay marble
summary played tai di for awhile but jasmine and
i didn't cause we were doing something on photoshop.
than later jessica went home first and than 4 of us
continued doing the photoshop thingy.and wynn did
a great job on the brushes :) although it's not so
pro.but it's not bad for a first timer :) YAYE :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHANNES HADI HADI :)

2005-05-31T20:19:00.000-07:00

Phantom ships lost at sea
and one of them is mine

FUN FUN FUNTASIAAAAAA :)
it was seriously fun :D it has only been
afew days of holidays and i miss 2c1 so
much already :D it's like when i saw them
i had so much things to catch up with them.
like half of my clique :)than saw gwynna's specs
it looked like ______ - looks at gwynna :D <3
first station was ice-cream :) so fun!we got to
make ice-cream out of like the basic stuff.but
it was like just ice with milk.hurr --" strawberry.
than after that was the lonpas station and i liked
that station the most and it was seriously qiute fun
than our group was the first one to finish the
pyramid thing and than we got 2 chops!hahahaha :D
than mr lim was like saying our group was slow.RIIGHT
than later break.talking and making noise as usual :D
than went to the last station and than went to heartland
mall with jessica,joey,jasmine,rebecca and zelia.
all of us had to like accompany jessica to get her pillow
than later i got to eat my peanut pancake :D
than came home with jessica and jasmine, bus 82 :D
than jasmine took a big round cause she didnt want to
take the bus alone.1,2,3 AWWWWWWWWW :D so she followed.
than later waited with jessica till like 6.55 than i went
home cause my mom called and bugged me to go home.
tomorrow another study session at my house :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERROL :)
i didn't mean to fall in love with you

2005-05-30T19:43:00.000-07:00

King of majesty i have one desire
is to be with you my Lord

just got back from wynn's house :)
they walked me to block 203 than went back.
had so much fun today.it was suppose to be
like studying than it turned out we played
dai di and like talk and listen to music and
talk alot also :) than went to j8 to wait for
jessica and for wynn to get her book so in the
end cound not find cab down to heartland than
don't have and than cab back down to j8 and
the bloody cab driver went one big round and
cheat our money la!than got the book and than
cab back to wynn's house and got scolded by the
cab driver cause wait for jessica so long :/
stupid guy and it's not like we are not gonna
pay him or smth.than jessica was very nice,she
brought home my assesment book home to help me do.
than saw her dog,kiko :D what a funny name.
we ate tomyum and like played and talk.it was
basically really fun.i had so much fun with them
but if more people were there it will be more fun!

since i found your love
never needed anything to fill my heart
from the start i knew
no one else could make me feel the way you do
everyday i want to walk a little bit closer,
just a little bit closer
i wanna be your reflector
i wanna shine in your glory
i wanna let the whole world know that you're
living in me
i wanna burn with your fire
shine my light a little brighter
i wanna let the whole world know that
JESUS LIVES IN ME

2005-05-29T12:57:00.000-07:00

Everyday
it's you i live for

YOUTH YOUTH YOUTH :)
i miss church so bad ): finally got back :)
jeremy led worship today.really good :)
he was sharing about what his friend called
jon ( not jon wong ) asked his other friend
what's he doing now blah blah and than his
friend answered :
friend: i am a part-time student
jon: what part-time student?
friend: i am a part-time student,but a full-time christian
when i heard that,it's true cause we should
praise God where ever where are or when ever.
so,stand up and say I AM A FULL TIME CHRISTIAN :)
we sang this song ' King Of Majesty ' the words
struck me really greatly,esp the pre-chrous
king of majesty i have one desire
is to be with you my Lord
is to be with you my Lord
Jesus you are the saviour of my soul
and forever and ever i'll give my prasies to you
worship was really really good :) than headed off
for class.hannah wong did a really good
job in teaching and zaneta too :) although we were
noisy as usual but it was good.how to live like christ.
thank you raymond for the shirt :) it's so NICE <3
than mom&i were like abt to start shopping and
than my grandma called and said my grand aunty
had to go to the hospital so my mom had to go
and i had to come home myself :/ ARGH.BAD TIME.
but i saw a seriously cute PARTICK balloon at
taka!I LOVE IT I LOVE IT <3 someone buy it for me.
TOMORROW ~~BONDING~~ STUDY SESSION WITH
JESSICA AND WYNN :) ( smarty asses )

2005-05-28T16:07:00.000-07:00

Mary's alive in the bright newyork sky
the city lights shine for her

yesterday
BATTLE FIELD TOUR - hyuk hyuk :D
on the bus ms feng scolded us ( again ).
cause we were noisy and blah blah blah :/
went to the hydoponics farm and it was fun
but hot and we got scolded ( again&again )
than our whole class bought like a pot of
plant home.most of us bought sunflower :)
than it was to kranji war memorial.there was
a 1 day old baby who died ): so poor thing.
than on the bus listened to tania's ipod
and than back in school played netball than
went to e hall for the survey thingy.
school ended and than waited for the marc
guy to collect the shirt from wynn and than
we headed to wynn's house :) 8 of us i think
than went to 7-eleven and bought ALOT of cup
noodles than went to wynn's house to watch
tale of two sisters and eat lunch ( tom yum )
so i was so freaked out that i was covering
my eyes the whole time and i didn't even watch
and i also screamed,cause the sound was so scary :/
than after the show,the rest went home and
jessica and i stayed for dinner.i couldn't stay
cause no one else could stay except me ):
talked alot and bonded - does the hand thing
it was really fun.we talked and shared alot.
than played taiti and all of us won at least
once.after that,wynn's father sent us home :)
THANKS FOR SUCH A GREAT NIGHT&TIME
WYNNandJESSICA :) <3

today
MEET THE PARENTS
A FUCKING DAY INDEED.
DONT WANNA MENTION WHY.
BUT IT'S SERIOUSLY FUCKING BAD

2005-05-26T16:36:00.000-07:00

Lalala
don't phunk with my heart

SUNGEI BULOH WETLAND RESERVE :)
met joey at the interchange to get to school
joey almost fell cause she stepped on the fallen
brunch of the tree and it bounced :D she's so
cute la joey :) than the others were downstairs
cause 1c1 used our class for their camp so we had
to wait there and than went to the canteen.waited until
like about 725 than we were told to go to the hall.
than waited for our turn to be dismissed to wait for
the bus.than mrs tee was like telling us some stuff
in the feedback form and saying we must behave well :)
sungei buloh is quite nice,it brought us all closer to
nature but i am scared :/ saw alot of small creatures.
and we could even see jb from there.it looks so cool :D
i always look forward to bus rides :) i can listen and
rest my leg.and jessica,the insect repellant didn't help!
the mosquito still bit me la.lousy la yours :D
went to use the computer in the libary and than went
to play basketball with jessica and tania.came home
for violin.i dread it man :/ exams in like 2 mths time.
WHOO HOOOOOOOOO :)
I AM GOING TO WYNN'S HOUSE FOR SLEEPOVER TOMORROW :D
jasmine,joey and i think a few others will be going
to watch movie cause she got home theater syetem
in her basment la.stupid rich kid :D her house is
like SUPER big with like i think 3 levels?and it's
really nice too.so country and warm :D i can't wait
for tomorrow.we'll be movie marathoning but i doubt
i can last that long.i will sleep like halfway :D
than we are going to buy tomyou maggie noodles to
eat when we are hungry :D it's gonna be FUN

2005-05-25T16:54:00.001-07:00

I'll be the first to go
don't want to be the last to know

TOM YUMMMMMMMMMMMMM :)
i am craving for tom yum ): someone please da bao
to my house for me :) please!i <3 tom yum
alright,i wrote tomyum on my hand too!
i feel so full now.just came home from serangoon
gardens with gwynna,alicia and yuhui :) we sat
one whole big round la!than we got down cause it's
too long and crossed the road to take 70 and this
old lady came up to gwynna and stared at her badge
old lady: OH!MGS AH!it's a good school
gwynna: uh...
old lady: last time my daughter study there.....
it's at mount sophia than she travel so far.....
than now become lawyer than last time no time to study...
now i going to take my blood preassure....
gwynna: uhhhh.
oops.the old lady mistaken our school for mgs.
and gwynna didnt tell her.stupid girl :D
got home like so late thanks to GWYNNA.
had the i&e workshop thingy today and we played
monopoly tycoon and we got bankcrupt like once la!
it's quite fun but quite irritating cause it's damn long.
oh yes!and i like the little marshmellow people
walking around!it's so utterly cute :) i was like
trying to catch them and tania thinks i am
seriously weird and deprived :D what to do!mix with
people like her - shakes head kidding :)
tomorrow we can sit the bus :) i <3 sitting buses :D
HAHAHAHA.RANDOM RANDOMMMMMMMMMMM

2005-05-25T16:54:00.000-07:00

2005-05-24T16:42:00.000-07:00

I bruise easily
so be gentle when you handle me

yesterday
holi-holiday :)
went of with charlotte mummy :)
had a hell of a time.watched starwars, ANAKIN SKYWALER <3
oh yes,skywalker and tania can have yoda :D
the small little cute monster :)
GO AND DIE LUH STUPID CHANCELLOR :/
if not because of you ah,skywalker is so GOOD lor.
and so sad la!he became darth vandor ): wearing the stupid ugly mask to cover his oh so good looking face :D and his body got badly deformed :/
i bought my roxy belt!and i saw a super cute paul frank pouch :)
caught up with charlotte,bitched abt _______ :D
so sad when i had to go home so early la!cause my mummy
wanted me to go home and clean my room.hurr --"
had steamboat at night :) dee-li-cious <3
after a full dinner,walked home from the coffe shop.
than watched tv,copied some lit notes than went off
to bed.had maths trail tomorrow (:

today
MATHS TRAIL TO CHANGI AIRPORT :)
met joey at the interchange again to take 315.
class was quite quiet and TANIA SOH IS FINALLY BACK.
was really happy to see her :) but i didnt see cherlene ):
and i had a really really BIG shock during assembly.
MR LYNDON LIM IS BACK IN PL.MY GOSH MAN.
i was like ' oh my goodness " and our class could
not stop like laughing or something.than her cut
his hair.super funny :D it looks weird too.
so after that,went for maths trial.quite fun but
it's also quite boring.but oh well,burger king (:
so on the way back from airport,tania and i were
doing retarded dances along with the music.RETARDED :D
luckily we didnt video-tape it down.utter embarrassment.
okay,maths tuition homework now :) <3 everyone

2005-05-21T09:40:00.000-07:00

I never know how much it cost
to see my sin upon that cross

yesterday
TUITION WAS CANCELLED :D
when i was about to bathe,mummy told me no tuition :D
cause laoshi had something on last min.
so mummy said that we could go out later cause
no tuition.used the com,watched tv than went out.
i check my pts.I AM SO BLOODY PISSED OFF LA.
I FAILED MY LIT.YES.I FAILED LIT.WTF.
I FAILED MY MATHS I MEAN THAT'S KNOWN RIGHT,
BUT LIT?!WTH PLEASE.SHE FAILED ME BY 1 MARK.
YES,1 MARK FOR MY ORAL PRESENTATION LOR.ARGH.
and i am happy with my other results,cause they ALL
improved except stupid bloody lit - mummbles
anyway,it didnt spoil my mood when we went out.
everywhere was having sale.but all those clothes that
are the newer and nicest kinds,were snatched away first.
than when we went to ralph lauren,i saw alot of people
at the women's section digging for the clothes,when they
can't find the one they want,they just throw it aside.
so aunty!but anyway,we didn't get anything cause i wanted
the green polo but no size la ): but i got my sweater :D
so i'm a happy girl :D went down to buy macs for dinner.
than just sat,and watch tv the whole night.the duke is a
really nice show :D I ~~hate~~ LOVE TUITION :)

today
I MISSED YOUTH TODAY ):
only mummy went to church cause i had
something on in the morning and i overslept :/
so i missed youth ): i think next week kim kan and
cherlene maybe coming to brmc :) good good :)
and i think teri's leading next week <3
but it's not about the music.
these few songs: enough,centre of my life and amazing love
spoke to me last night.i was listening when the
words told me that how great my life has been
ever since Jesus has been in it.if my life didn't
have jesus,i think it won't be so worthwhile,i'll
feel a sense of emptiness inside of me.knowing jesus
is more than enough,just knowing him,makes you feel
better and know that someone loves you dearly :)
having the sense of security,knowing that he's here
for you everytime in your times of need or trial is
simply comforting.even though sometimes you feel
that God isn't here beside you ( physically&mentally ),
but he is :) it's just maybe you can't see him,but you
can sense his pressence and feel him beside you :)
you just have to put your faith in him.letting him
take control of your life and allowing him to be the
king,the centre of your life :) here's a thought for you:
if one day,anti-christ people came to your home and said that who ever believes in jesus christ and say they belief will get shot on the spot and so happens that they walk up to you,and ask you " do you belive in a man called jesus christ and believe that if you die,you'll go to heaven? " what will you say?will you say yes,or no?think about it :)

2005-05-20T19:33:00.000-07:00

i wonder if i take you home
would you still be in love baby, in love baby

WALK-A-JOG AT EASTCOAST :)
met gwynna at the bus stop at 730,
saw karmun,sarah kok and yuhui.so we asked
yuhui to come with us to wait for wynn to fetch
us to eastcoast.so we walked down to the next
bus stop cause wynn wanted to pick us up
from there.waited for like 1/2 an hour for
her cause her sister drove instead of her mum.
so we were not late at all and jasmine,karmun
and sarah got lost and they took a cab in the end :D
for the starting,our level was the WORSE.at least
the sec 4s/5 and 3s run when the thingy was ' pang '
and we were like walking throught out the WHOLE thing
and like no one from our level ran.some even opened
umberellas please.so aunty :D actually jasmine,gwynna,
yuhui and me were like walking together.so i went to
catch up with gwynna so we both were ahead of the
rest.than,i told gywnna that i saw 2 dogs ( which was the biggest mistake i made )
and she PULLED me and ran cause she wanted to see
the dog.i felt so malu-ated la!like everyone was
looking at us thanks to gwynna who's so KIASU.
than we were so ahead that we lost the rest of them.
and than when we were reaching the finishing line,
gwynna pulled me and ran but i stopped and she pulled
me again.i was so embarrassed please.everyone was looking.
it's wuite unbelievable that we both got top 50 :D
than waited for yuhui and wynn to reach than went to
assemble at the field.it made my shoes so muddy :/
and jessica yippy yip got first again :)
what's new man.she's like SUPER fast her napha 2.4
km run was like 10 mins plus or something.so fast.
than later we all walked out from eastcoast and took
a bus to parkway and we ate crystal jade while most
went to yoshi cause they didnt want to eat at crystal.
than later we were all so pissed off with the people at
crystal jade.they charged us 10 extra from service
charge and gst.like i mean it's not so EXPENSIVE and
it's not like we need their service or anything.so
irritating.cheat my money okay?!than later we walked
out and went to meet them and than saw mrs lim and
took bus 36 to orchard and we were so noisy,playing
with jessica's trophy and zelia was like giving a
speeh and madeline kept sining the hong xing da jiang
song so zelia could say her speech and recieve her prize.
and everyone in the bus was like looking at us but there
was not as many people.like 5 or 6 like that.but they didnt care.
when we reached town,we were going far east than i bought
a cool dangling earrings that most of them said they looked
nice cause they matched my braces and it's COOL :D
than later splitted,some went to kfc while wynn,jessica,
jasmine and joey and i went to walk around while they
were at kfc eating.than we went to meet them and then
zelia,yuhui,melissa and gwynna went home and zelia and
yuhui went to hougang mall cause zelia wanted to get smth.
than walked to lucky plaza when jessica finalyl bought
something from royal sporting house after so long.
than walked to cine to see my hula&co braclet.than joey
saw 2 actors and she made jessica,wynn and madeline go
up and down the escalator and see the actors and take
pictures.she's MAD.but i think the white one looks nicer.
than went to heeren and after that,jessica and the rest
went home and she went for tuition at mavis.so left
wynn and me.walked to wisma,forever 21 when wynn bought nothing.
than train-ed home after that.super tired now

2005-05-19T16:56:00.000-07:00

words are only words
can you show me something else

MOVING HOUSE TODAY.
everyone was like carrying boxes of all their
books inside and whats the point when i am gonna
bring them back on the starting of the term and
put it all back under my table and it's gonna be
the same.WASTE MY ENERGY AH!irritating lor.
mr ong's last day today,so we took peek-cha - looks at charlotte.played netball cause mr ong had to do the walk-a-jog thing
for tomorrow with madam ho.so we played by ourselves.
i fell down and hurt my knee la.than wynn fell too
cause we were both catching the ball and than it
bounced so we both ran to catch it so later i caught
than wynn accidently pushed me so i fell with the
ball and than scrapped my knee and than someone pushed
wynn and she fell to but her's was not as yan cong
as mine.so later went to sick bay to go put the
bandage thingy :D chem was okay :/ it was passed
really fast maybe cause we were talking and 3 of
us went to go change the bandage thingy :)
we had quite alot of free periods today cause i think
alot of teachers were busy with walk-a-jog and also the
sec 3 alpha camp so no time and ms sem gave us a
free period to clean our class cause she had to
do smth and get ready for the briefing for us.
so cleaned the class,made alot of noise and like
played the broom game when you turn like 10 rounds
and run to the board and point in the circle with
numbers and jessica ran and she went to the table,
than to the board and than knock her head on the
board before she pointed inside the circle :D
i wonder how childish our class can get :) but
it was really fun than went tfor breifing than
wynn gave me a lift home cause i was carrying
the box and also cause i stay quite near her.
thank you WYNN PANG SAI :) <3

see the heavens open wide and his glory like a flood,fills the earth with salvation.see the nations take his hand,and in righteousness they stand,this is jesus generation

2005-05-18T19:08:00.000-07:00

I love you
like the ocean so deep

charlotte: DARLING MUMMY :) oh how YOU made my day today.we both talked alot this days,bitched :D,and also spending time and catching up :) and indeed,we caught up alot :) and dont you think _____ is oh so cute :D i know you like him la :D and of course,the way you talk and laugh simply just make my day :) you know you mean alot to me?like the OCEAN so wide,like like that - stretches arms as wide as possible
you mean OH SO VERY MUCH to me :) what would my life be w/o you?i bet it'll be incomplete :) you make my life so worthwhile and we are both even gonna get GREEN braces :D we clique,we think the same thoughts it's like we read each other's mind :)
it must be the genes,like you always said :D and no doubt it's really true :) i never regret having a friend like you and a mummy :) you bring all the joy to me :)
you're always there for me when i need you,listening and always helping me out :) and you have oh so kindly did my mcfly picture and it's really really pretty :)oh mummy dearrest,i pray that nothing will tear us apart.we'll be mummy+nu-er forever and ever and ever :) <3 you darling mummy :)

2005-05-18T16:01:00.000-07:00

He caught me by suprise
when God ran

Today was fun you know :)
maths we were like doing walk-a-jog and
the planning for the cip thingy.
than chapel was okay,watched a video
about some handicap person which was quite
inspiring,she loves God even though he made
her handicapped :) recess was a torture :/
my teeth hurts so much that i took quite long to eat.
than chinese we were noisy,as usual :D
not doing zuo ye than 4 of us were talking.
dnt i DIDNT cut the wood!and my model was not even
approved please.i am changing it to elephant.
and i haven started doing it yet!i am gonna do like
at night :D i am so last min please.
ms loh lesson was like SUPER funny again :D
all her weird actions and she always laughs at the
wrong time and she thinks it's funny when we
are actually laughing at her weird actions :D
but she's really nice and funny.and good :)
after school,went to eat than gwynna had CRAMP.
and than.we waited for her cramp to go away than
we went back at like 230 or smth.cause she could not
walk.than later wynn,jessica,gwynna,yuhui and me
were walking out and i think we were talking damn
loudly :D and we were blocking the way cause yuhui
kept laughing and she had no strength to carry her box
everyone was like moving house in school today la.
cause everything had to be cleared by tomorrow.
i'm shifting tomorrow :D cause i lazy today.
than talked with gwynna and we both missed our
bus.actually,cause i didnt want to be alone :D
gwynna thank you ah <3 darling :)
i miss tania ): no more partner and i am so lonely
and no one to talk,laugh and dance with!
come back soon darling bestie :) we miss you

2005-05-17T20:36:00.000-07:00

so i told you with a smile
it's all about you

LIME GREEN BRACES TODAY :)
it was really fast,no pain at all :)
went back to school to show my cool braces :D
than ms hazelin was asking me about my braces.
she's so cute you know ;)
than went to ps with joey,jasmine and wynn.
jessica had class com trng so she could not come
went to ps to get the cloth for the shirt,
than trained to orchard and walked to fareast.
spent time in fareast shirt printing shop to
get all the details done,than the guys son was called
________ <3 - looks at joey,jasmins&wynn :)
than went to get earrings than cabbed home from there.
joey could not sleep cause i kept vibrating cause
jasmine and wynn were being such pests and so lame.
so tired now.have to do the stupid cam toy ):

2005-05-16T17:40:00.000-07:00

dancing on the kitchen tiles
guess you make my life worthwhile

CLASS SHIRT WAS DONE TODAY :)
tomorrow going to find printers.
I <3 CHARLOTTE LOH JIALE ALOT ALOT :)
she made my day today,by showing me the
mcfly pictures and also her cute talks :D
and we caught up and bitched abt _______
she's such an asshole and a bitch,right
charlotte?not worth giving another chance.
okay,I <3 CHARLOTTEEEEEEEEEEE :)
my darling mummy :)

2005-05-15T20:09:00.000-07:00

knowing you jesus
there is no greater thing

friday
school was FUN :)
did alot of crazy stuff as usual&took
an embarrassing video of tania and i dancing :/
gosh,DO NOT ASK HOW IT'S LIKE.it's so embarrassing
after school,had nyaa talk again and i have
decided to pick up tennis for pyshical :)
than went for cca.till like 330 than went
back to class to meet tania and jasmin and sarah
was like doing some ah lian lauguage course on
how to pronouce ' ilubyew ' its so gross :/
but it's really funny :D like it's pretend.
my class can get really bored sometimes you know ;)
tania came over to my house,than went to town,
than to waffletown,for cell :) <3
yes,i am BACK FOR CELL :) so happy on friday :)
i missed everyone at cell.went to pu dong insted.
teri,cheryl and debbie were WEIRD as usual :D
becky,tania and i were quiet :/ cause we didnt
know how to join in the convo.
jon wong is a stupid moron.EXCUSE ME JON,
BUT I GREW OKAY.YOU DONT HAVE TO TAKE A FIRE
EXTINGUISHER TO MEASURE MY HEIGHT!THAT'S SO BAD
me: jon!jon!i grew,2cm - smiles
jon: oh!that's cool.
me: ya.i grew 2cm,thats like so much
jon: - walks and takes the fire extinguisher
jon: faith,come and stand next to it and measure
your height.
me: you stupid moron!
but i know what he did for _____ so sweet ah :)
* CYCLE CYCLE - hint
HAHAAHHAHAHAH :D i shall not disclose anymore info
cell was okay,did on what is the holy spirit
after cell,went to talk with sarah wong the moron
and she's so childish please.stepping on people's
feet.and tania thinks she does not look like sec 4 :D
it's her height and her childishness :D stupid girl
justin was talking to me abt some faith thing again
he always talks to me abt that :/
sat down with tania to wait for bryan than zaneta
came and talk to us :) than justin sat down,
and chang came.he's so TALL&SKINNY :D
than justin said this " mg girls are stupid "
i said " but i'm not from mgs "
and yado thought is was very funny and could not
stop laughing.i dont see whats so funny abt it :/
I <3 CELL :)

saturday
had crappy tuition and i had to talk abt wee
kim wee in chinese --" and my chinese is not that good
went to mummy's shop and got my nails done :)
than i went to wynn's house to do the shirt and make
rice krispies :) deliciouse :) we burnt the 1st
badge :/ or rather i did.cause wynn didnt tell me
to stop and off the fire.STUPID GIRL!
her house is like DAMN nice.so country :)
had macaroni for dinner.her maid cooks well.
her basment has a home theather system la
than her sister sent me home at around 9 plus
went home,online for like 10 mins than went to sleep.

sunday
YOUTH :)
the songs we sang tppday really touched me
knowing you jesus,knowing you,
there is no greater thing,
you're my all,you're the best
you're my joy my righteouness
and i love you lord
dont this mean alot to you?well,it does to me
knowing jesus is more than enough for me.
i do not need anything else,all i want is jesus
than we sang one way after so long and there's
this part that says " one way,jesus,you're the only one that i could live for "
youth was really good :) raymond is going to see
huiling tomorrow :D and he's buying some rubber thing for
me :/ after that,went for tim sun than came home&napped
no CCA TOMORROW :) how cool can that get :D

* i love you,i need you,
though my world may fall,
i'll never let you go.
my savior,my closest friend,
i will love you lord until the very end

2005-05-12T17:59:00.000-07:00

since i found your love
never needed anything to fill my heart

i've come to realise that God is my first piorty
in everything i do,i'll put him first.
i have been running this race for so long,all i long
is to see his face and the prize ahead,is far greater
than everything i have and i want to see God :)
but sometimes i feel like giving up.running the race
is tiring and it's really tiring me out :/ but i'll
try to remind myself abt getting to see God at the end,
and i won't give up this race so easily.the torch is still
burning,but not as brightly as before.the desire and passion
is still here,but will it be out soon?oh rather,would i
want it to go out?it's like i can't feel him anymore.
he's not here with me when i need him.i can't feel him
or touch him or hear him.but i'll try really hard to
hear his voice,seek him and try to spend more time :)
" i don't care what people say,
i'm running after you.
i won't turn back and go their way,
cause i'm running after you.
it's you i'm following today,
cause i'm running after you "
from today on,i shall attend cell regulary and stop
missing youth anymore :)

2005-05-12T16:01:00.000-07:00

God is great and his praise
fills the earth,fills the heavens

i'm really really really sad&depressed now.
i've strayed from god ): this is no good - shakes head
it's like i have not been going cell&church for like
a month or so and i'm not spending much time with
God.it has been a very long time since i experienced
him touching my life.i know he does not always have to.
but the passion for him is just not the same anymore.
it's really bugging me alot.am i really drifting away
from him?have i not been spending enough time with him?
not talking to him?are simply just neglect him?
how can i neglect God and think that i have to do more
things and talking to God is not as important.how could
i think of that?HOW COULD I DO SUCH A THING?!
why cant i do qt like joyfully and dont think it's a chore
that i am made to do?this thought has been really going
through my mind and i've been thinking abt it.but it's
just so hard.i mean now i've strayed,something's have
to make me want him more and more.i need him more than anything else.he's my rock,my fotress,my shelter,my confort,my everything :)

2005-05-11T18:17:00.000-07:00

without the mask
where will you hide

2C1'S SOFT TOY DAY :)
it was quite pathetic and sad la.
cause only like very few people brought.
like me,tania,jessica,joey,jasmine,zelia and yuhui.
the rest were not so deprived as us i guess :D
d&t was quite fun.but like it's alot of hardwork
cause it's very rushy and like alot of things to do
english was like super funny please.
ms loh was like calling everyone by the surname :D
so retarded and spastic :D
oh yes,we changed our seating arrangement :)
i should not have told gwynna what i said yesterday ):
guess who i sit with?
PRISCILLA TAY HUI PEI :)
i was like telling her if we sit together for the next
term and really lor.i am psychic :D
it happened with gwynna and me too,i am so smart :D
OH PLEASE - does the mr lim action
and gwynna's sitting behind me,so not much of a
difference anyway.i love school :)

2005-05-10T15:26:00.000-07:00

everybody's dancing in the moonlight
dancing in the moonlight

DENTAL APPOINTMENT :/
gahh.i have the irritaing metal rings
in my mouth now :/ they are so uncomfortable.
going back next week to put in my full braces
and i am only putting the top one first ):
cause dr lim said that the bottom was not so
important so they'll fix it in at the end of the
year ): this will look so WEIRD.WEIRD
went back to school and everyone was so excited to
see me in braces but i disappointde them :D it's
okay,you'll get to see them next tuesday :)
history was so fun please.we were so noisy that
ms hazelin said that she was disappointed in us ):
zelia's astro boy got confiscated cause wynn helped
astro boy wear cloths that she cut out from the mag :D
than ms hazelin took it away :D poor zelia ):
it was raining really heavily and i told zelia we
better run cause tsunami was coming :D and that
yuhui,zelia and i started running really fast.
ON THE SPOT,SEATED IN OUR CHAIRS :D
how retarded can we get,or rather our class :D
history was rather fun and enjoyable for the first time.
than maths :/ gosh,did i tell you we had the trigo quiz
and i failed and got like uh,0? if mr lim knew,
he was so going to skin me alive cause i told him i
understood what he was teaching.i guess i didnt
revise and ms ho said i was not trying hard enough.
i totally forgot abt trigo ratios now.DIE :/
all rights,got to go do dnt and than,revise maths,
mng for geog test and the stupid zuo wen :/

2005-05-09T19:21:00.000-07:00

worthy is the lamb
seated on the throne

SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL :)
saw the 11 knights today and jasmine bought
jessica the laurier superguard for her birthday
present :/ and i someone bought the condom for her.
she's getting those sick present cause she really
needs them :D how dirty minded can she get?
mr leow was in a good mood today so,no more
long talks abt unemployment and how slow we
are cause it's really annoying to hear those.
and he told us something about profit and the
canteen vendors buying fishcake,noodles and water.
and he prounce gallon as GA-LOON.can you imagine
how funny that sounds like?!funny :D i couldnt control
my laughter and yuhui told me to shut up like 3 times.
but it was seriously funny what a good laugh :D
english lesson,i had to go sit outside and do the
compre test and summary and ms loh was quite angry at
me for handing up everything in like 1 hours time :/
and she kept asking me if i have done my best.
chinese was okay.zelia showed laoshi her vulgar pen :D
than laoshi was like ' shou qi lai! ' HAHAHAHA :D
than went to the hall for some chamber esemble thing.
and madeline and yuhui said that the pianist looks like
mr lim :D what a joke man!cause of the hair :D worse
than after that went with yuhui to look for mrs lim,
but couldnt find so dumped the folio into the box.
went for lunch and than cca.GOSH,it was quite miserable.
than ms wong was teaching us some plucking thing and she
said this :
ms wong: you all must squeeze the string
us: okay.
ms wong: make sure you all squeeze and not force it.
us: okay.we are not forcing.
me: her squeeze sounds really wrong
vanessa: ya.eeyer :/
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D

2005-05-08T16:54:00.000-07:00

i wanna let the whole world know that
jesus lives in me

I MISSED YOUTH TODAY ):
that's the saddest thing that can happen to me.
damn the rain.it was all the rain's fault!
i was TOO late for youth so i ended up not going.
sad sad sad man ):
i shall have to wait till next week for youth again.
after like 2 weeks of delaying,i finally did my white
mountains compre or ms loh will BUG at me for it :/
finished my puppet,all i need is to go back to school
to get it joined and than it's done!mr leow will have
nothing to say.he's always saying that our class is so slow.
like whatever la!say we like toddler can :/
i can't wait for dinner tonight cause uncle's gonna
buy curry fishead back for us! - smacks lips
gosh,i sound so greedy don't i :D but it's curry
fishead!good stuff you know (;
all right,off to do yet another tribute :)

2005-05-07T20:08:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA YIPPY YIP

2005-05-06T18:04:00.000-07:00

knights of the
rectangular table <3

tania,me,melissa,valerie,alicia,gwynna,
yuhui,madeline,zelia,wynn and jessica
went out together yesterday :)
it was such a fun time :) <3
we all were at the mrt on time except
gwynna who was late and yuhui ( dua pai )
was the latest :/ so we left mrt station at
1130 or 1145 cause we waited for everyone :)
jessica was such an embarrassment.we all were
we were talking super loudly in the mrt that
everyone was like looking at us :D
than there was the green shirt mrt guy and wynn
said mr lim is coming :D than we laughed damn loud
reached orchard,than wynn and her alden :/
wanted to watch house of wax but we could not
get it.nc-16 ): so we went shopping :)
i got my pretty mango bag <3
went heeren,took neos in like 3498930 years :/
ate wanton mee and went with wynn to look for
alden.he is so dua pai and irrtating please.
so later,we split at cine.cause they wanted to
go bowling and we wanted to watch movie.
saw limbo rock at cine :D he was like talking to
hannah and than out came 4 of us from the lift.
he was really suprised to see us at cine :D
and he was wearing a gio junior shirt --"
than he said we looked different.and he told
melissa this
mr lim: your earrings are too big la
us: but it's quite small la,you have not seen
the malays ones
mr lim is seriously deprived and no fashion sense.
i mean who wears gio junior shirts?no one.
no movie.walked and walked again :/
than cab-ed home with melissa tania and gwynna
dropped gwynna at newton first cause she wanted
to go to united square for her tuition.
than tania came to my house to study.
i taught her trigo ratios!and she understands :D
talked,laughed and took pictures and than she
left for church to meet her mum to go chomp chomp.
KNIGHTS OF THE RECTANGULAR TABLE UNITE <3

2005-05-05T17:24:00.000-07:00

it's all about you
baby

OH GOSH.SOME PEOPLE ARE SUCH IDIOTS.
I SO NICE,THAN THEY LIKE THAT.
IRRITATING SHIT YOU KNOW :/
OKAY.WHATEVER.PISSED OFF NOW.
oh gosh,i have a mad fetish and obsession
for danny,mcfly.i mean he's so SUPER CUTE :)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH :D
don't any of you dare to steal him away from me.
but alot of people have clamined he to be
theirs ): but at least i still have oliver james.
but it wont stop me from likeing DANNY :)
great.i sound like so freaking despo

2005-05-05T16:14:00.000-07:00

she is the one
that you'll never forget

just finished violin :/
oh gosh,i screwed it man.my scales and playing
were sucky.guess i didn't practice so hard ):
school was fun today :)
cherlene gave me the letter and it was so long!
but it was really really sweet :) < 3 baby
ms tan didnt come,had two free periods so
we were all like playing in class and stuff.
i mean not play as in play,but talk and make
noise :D so went for recess.a few mins earlier :D
chem was quite fun and mrs raja thinks i laugh
too much --" i so do not.and when she was talking
to my friend,and i didn't laugh,
mrs raja: ah,you are going to laugh again.
me: uh,no i never laugh
mrs raja: very good!got improvement.
me: okay,whatever
yuhui: HAHAHAHA
mrs raja: now you got the laughing disease!
me: she always laugh for no reasons
mrs raja: ahhhh.ic
whatever!mrs raja is damn lame and funny :)
chem lessons are enjoable now though :)
lit was like so boring and irritating lor :/
pc was like the worse.got home late cause
of pc.the women talk so damn long la!
whatever man :/
tomorrow going out!but now,gwynna,alicia and
the rest are like still not confirm.wth
i hope they all go.
HOUSE OF WAX EVERYONE :)

2005-05-04T11:22:00.000-07:00

senorita
i feel for you

OH GOSH :/
i am so bored,and hungry and mugging for
geog test tomorrow :/ map reading.
i am an utter moron at that.
don't even know how to measure the bearings
or what so ever and oh yes,LEGENDS!
i am so going to fail this test.
i failed the first test,passed the 2nd
one,and i am sure that i will fail this.
dang.why am i always failing and passing,
failing and passing?it does not seem right ):
i am QUITTING CELL ): no time and i have alot
of other commitments to do la.study and
i don't want to fail my test anymore ):
i will miss you guess at cell,the fun times
MY COOL CELL BUDDY,LOVES&MISSES ):
and yes,waffle town's food :D i remembered
how we used to dread eating there every friday
cause the fiid there is boring :/
but now,i really miss waffle town and BIG BIRD :D
i still remember the fun times we all had at
waffle town.all of you all came so late and
i was the only girl with the guys.i mean except
for jon wong that is (; ( everyone knows that he's a girl )
i really really miss cell.but there isn't enough
time.alot of other stuff to do.staying back on
fridays for maths,cca and alot of other things
GAHH.they are all having D&T now :)
and than,it's english :D wonder what weird
things ms loh's gonna talk and say abt :D
gwynna's gonna scold me tomorrow when i get
back cause i pang seh her again ):
sorry partner dearrest :)
oh yes,since friday is a holiday,ah tan
told me mel,valerie,nicole and gwynna and i
will be going to watch house of wax togehter :)
oh man,it's gonna be pure fun again.CLIQUE :)
yes,someone who can teach me how to measure
bearings and read the scale or what so ever,
please sms me.i dont want to fail anymore ):
JON JONSSON IS UTTERLY HOTT :) - looks at ariel
okay,have to go now,mug for geog tomorrow :)
random thought* why am i always thinkging abt
random stuff and talking abt them?oh yes,
ELMO/COOKIE MONSTER PLUSHIE ON FRIDAY :D
okay,i am really seriously random :/

2005-05-04T10:17:00.000-07:00

she woke up with hope
but she only found tears

no seeing of 2CEE1 today ): - cries
oh,how much i love 2CEE1 :)
the laughter,the fun and the noise ;)
teacher may find us noisy and never
pay attention or never hand in homework,
but that's how our class is like.
SO LIVE WITH IT :D
my teeth still hurts like f--king shit :/
damn pain la.and i can't really eat cause
it hurts when i try to bite or chew ):
no sweets,chocolates or any other means
of hard food.it'll make it worse :/
FRIDAY'S A HOLIDAY
OH GOSH,DON'T YOU JUST LOVE PL?
holiday again,syf we all won awards so
mrs lee is giving us holiday!WHOO HOO (:
OH MAN,I JUST LOVE PL MORE AND MORE NOW :D
friday,is town for ah tan,nicole and me and
gwynna ( that's if she can come ): )
HOUSE OF WAX EVERYONE! - pairs hilton&chad michael murray
TOTAL HOTTNESS.I AM JUST GONNA BURN IN THE CINEMA :D
i think tania's sms just made me feel all
better.FRIDAY IS HOLIDAY (: (: (:
yes,and all those who are still having midyears,
all the best.jiayous :) i'll be praying ;)
random comment* this shit is bananas,b-a-n-a-n-a-s :)
don't you just simply love gwen stefani :D

2005-05-03T17:21:00.000-07:00

it feels like something's heating up
can i leave with you

just got home from dr cheong's clinic.
i didn't pluck at ndc in the end :/
too scary.the doctor was like indian
somemore la!WORSE :D
my lips are damn bloody numb,my teeth
hurts like crap and it's PAIN ):
i am getting GREEN braces everyone!
get blind!and i wont get lost in the dark :D
my whole mouth,hurts like crap now.
ms ho taught maths today.i forgot what
pythygerous therom and ms ho said that
mr lim would vomit blood.for all i care :D
wa lao.my mouth,really hurts ):

i hate myself for losing you

2005-05-02T18:26:00.000-07:00

this is a story of a girl
who cried a river and drowned the whole world

LABOUR DAY :)
woke up at like 830 so i could study my
history before i go out :)
GENERAL PERCIVAL IS NOT A GOOD LEADER :/
general yamashita is mine :D riight.
went to town and like there was
really little people my age there.
all mugging for midyears :)
ALL THE BEST PEOPLE :)
so,went to orchard,got my books,
than went to liang court cause mummy
wanted to get her quilting book from there.
bought another 2 mags which i apparently
finished reading in an hours time :/
i just scan through and look at pictures :D
came home,slept for awhile,than mug for
history test tomorrow :)
teen choice is on now.i am watching part
of it and typing :D

i suffer behind this mask,and no one
knows it.i want to tell you how i feel,
but i can't seem to say.it's just so hard.
i < 3 you,i really do

2005-05-01T18:46:00.000-07:00

i'll take you to the candy shop
i'll let you lick the lollipops

had that stupid violin concert today :/
gerard was being such a idiot as usual.
me: can you pass my violin to my mother?
gerard : CANNOT
me: why? you sit so near her
gerard: my hand pain
me: ya riight.
gerard: ya riight.
me: fine.such a moron
gerard: talking abt yourself?
me: shut up -walks away
gerard: whatever - walks away
see!such an idiot :D
went to j8 to get history textbook.
studying now.but cant concentrate :D

you are reason why GOD made a boy

2005-04-30T16:19:00.000-07:00

even the best fall down sometimes
even the stars refuse to shine

STEPH IS OUT OF SURVIVOR ):
i almost said f--k yesterday night
after seeing her go.
stupid people.BETRAYERS :/
greg,jenn and katie suck.
ELOHSSA :/
lao shi's class today at marine parade.
tuition was quite nice :)
cause she told me like story again :D
i am addicted to this few songs :)
soundbites
aslyn- that's when i love you
good charlotte- i just wanna live
groove coverage- she
howie day- collide
hilary duff- someone's watching over me

this songs just remind me of ________ ):
how sad i am man ):
bus-ed to town to meet my mummy.went
bugis first to look for my black skirt
for the concert tomorrow but couldnt find
so went to orchard :)
went to forever 21 to find the skirt but didnt
find it.mummy said it's nice but too short :D
she liked the dangling earrings there :D
so later went to charles&keith to get my
sandals thingy :)
so after that,went to surfbabe to find
a skirt,found,89 bucks from stussy :/
so went to topshop to look,too short again ):
so walked over to isetan and went to mango
bought 2 skirts (: (: (:
black one and a dark grey one :D
SUPER HAPPY TODAYYYYYYY
mummy good mood so bought both for me :D
cherlene is coming on monday to make rice
krispies with me :D i can hardly wait
talking to sarah wong is really amusing :D
she makes me laugh :)
i <3 her alot :)

it's not like i can't live without you,
so stop thinking i can't.cause i can

2005-04-29T19:40:00.000-07:00

chocolate kopers
and coconut trees <3

MR LIM LEFT TODAY ):
okay,this is how the whole maths lesson
went.CHAOS :D
super noisy bunch as usual.
so maths we were like bargining
with mr lim to add one more mark
for us but,he didnt ):
so jessica and i called him a stingy
poker and selfish poker.but he didnt
care :D
so we wasted one period for the slide and
video but it was worth it :)
he was touch but he didnt cry ):
no fun la!
so we had magic show performed by
mr lim and jessica say if he didnt
become a teacher,he can become magician :D
and i agree man!
so mr lim finally said i was very nice today
and tania and i asked if he read the msg
we sent him and he did :D
and he replied.calling tania later!
so ms loh's lesson was DARN funny :D
ms loh: faith,where is your white mt compre?
me:oh!i didnt know i needed to do cause i never
come the whole of last week
me:but i got the ideal school compo for you
ms loh:okay,you have to try to get it in by today
cause you owe me very long
me:okay
ms loh:i don't care if you have piano lessons,violin or cca or harpsicord lessons,you have to stay back and do on tuesday.
me:what is harpsicord?
ms loh:its the like piano ( sings )
me&zelia: laughs
ms loh: sorry!do your test
isn't she just so funny?!
she's irritating but she's FUNNY :D
and she pat me on my head today :/

arts festival
after school went to eat lunch with yuhui,lina,esther and karmun
after that,went to look for mr lim to KOPE chocolates
from him :D ( i always bug him for chocolates )
with joey and lina.
mr lim gave joey and lina the box :/
i told you!boys are stingy pokers!
pfft.
so after koping,we went back to class,talk
eat and do like lame stuff :D
so later,lina made yuhui and i follow
her to look for mr lim cause she wanted to
give him something ( notebook )
so we walked round and round and round
the school looking for him and guess what?
he was in CLASS all the time?!
waiting for us to take picture.
waste my time and my energy!
so we didnt let mr lim go out and we were
sining songs!
so he was in pain :D
hahahahha.and we kinda got scolded
by mrs tng for making too much noise :/
our class is always like that :D
so live with it :D
so played basketball for awhile,went back
to class,talked to joey and she gave me a flower
and than madeline found a worm on her pinofo
and guess what?SCREAM!
so it was noisy again :D
so later went to line up to watch concert.
IT WAS GOOD :) gywnna and tania :D
so later went to buy rootbeer float with
yuhui and alicia and ms gan say our class is
very good :D - bows
so i went with yuhui to tell mr lim this
me:so why you never play with the water cooler anymore?today your last day leh!
mr lim:ai ya,i was washing my water bottle okay?!
me:but you look like you were playing.
mr lim:i go back university and play la!
hahahahhaha :D STUPID!
valerie gave me a lift home and didn't go for cell
not enough time la ):
all the best to people taking midyears this year
teri: my pretty grandma bird :)
cheryl: my dearrest mummy :)
debbie: cool moron :D
becs: bestie* :)
sarah: the moronic moron :D
weilin: :)
ariel: my ever so young aunty :)
judith: DANCE DANCE DANCE :D
and the boys too :) all the best :)

shoutouts
tania good job for dance :) it was really pretty and nice but timing not so good yeah?and ZAO GENG!and you look very pretty :D and sorry if i gave a really bad eg of how you danced :D that's why i cannot join dance la.i will just maluate myself :D but you looked really nice there :D < 3 you darling :)

yuhui CHOCOLATE KOPERS :D our aim: to kope as many chocolates from mr lim or anyone else :D our vision: to fill our stomachs with chocolates :D had alot of fun with you today during art fest :) so much to laugh and joke abt.and i hope we will have this bond with us through-out the year.and rmrb,tonight 12am go rob UOB bank :D jessica go malaysia,she say she very sad :D

zelia COCONUT TREE :D yes,bollywood during ms tan's lesson yes?had alot of fun playing coconut tree.maybe cause it's art festival :D rmrb,our routine!but we forgot to perform for mr lim to see :D but it's okay,we can show ms ho!so cocomut tree rocks!go botanic garden and do one day :)

2005-04-28T17:54:00.000-07:00

evermore my heart will say
above all i live for your glory

HARP DID OUR SCHOOL PROUD AND GOT A GOLD FOR SYF :)
good job guys :)
zongxia,vivian,yinyee,charisse,zoey,jill,xiu wen,cathleen,jialin,nicole,wendy,jaqueline,charlotte,jessica,sabrina,sophil and those who helped out in the syf ( sorry if i missed your name out ): )
ALL OF YOU MADE THIS POSSIBLE :)
GOOD JOB :)
i knew you all could do it.
OMG.today is like my best day.
cause i passed my maths test and now,
GOLD FOR SYF!
yes,yes,yes i know harp rocks :D
you all don't have to say anything else.
i know you all jealous cause harp rocks
right?hahahaha.KIDDING :)
but i'm darn happy.
look at what GOD can do.he works
miracles and because of you beliving he can
make the way,look at the result,
GOLD :) TO GOD BE THE GLORY :)
well done harp,once again :)

2005-04-28T17:29:00.000-07:00

falling in love with you
there's no turning back

i'm back :)
my blog is REOPENED :D
alot of things has happen this week
so i shall name them out one by one
since i have like so much time now.
1.Mr Lim is leaving tomorrow
2.I PASSED MY MATHS TEST (: (: (:
3.I got a newskin ( amanda )
4.Monday is a holiday :D
5.I am OBSESSED with mcfly and DANNY :)
6.I shrank ):

mr lim is the CHILDISH-EST teacher
i have ever seen who still plays with water
cooler and uses ______ - looks at ah tan
ms loh has to teach him how to become
mature :D and ah tan has a new nick
name for him lim bo rock :D
bio and chem test tomorrow :/
i think i am going to fail chem again ):
my hands hurt from writing too much
and fast for lit test just now ):
mrs stubbins looked like an angbao
today :D yesterday was ms loh,now
it's her --" passed the disease!
CONGRATS TO ALL GUZHENG GIRLS WHO DID OUR SCHOOL PROUD BY GETTING A GOLD WITH HONOURS :)
well done girls :) esp gwynna :)
da ji de.BEAT CHICKEN SOCIETY :D
i want to thank amanda for this new
skin ( it's her old one though )
but it's still new to me!
arts festival tomorrow :)
oh i almost forgot :/
HARP IS HAVING SYF TODAY!
PLEASE ALL OF YOU PRAY FOR THEM
THAT THEY WILL DO US PROUD BY GETTING
A GOLD WITH HONOURS :)
you can do it harpist :)
i told zongxia all the best today
during recess and she smiled and
said thank you to me :)
then ah tan and i went to find mr
lim to bug him about our maths test
results.and guess what?
AH TAN,ME,VALERIE AND ALICIA PASSED!
i was like so happy that i shouted
i passed really loudly and started
jumping up and down that he had to ask
me to be quiet :D
and i owe ah tan 10 cents cause
i bet with her that she will pass and i
will fail.i have to pay her 10 cents tomorrow ):
i can't bear to part with my 10 cents =D
chem was fun :D we got to do experiment
after like 349375395737 years --"
mrs raja was like so scared cause it was
our first time and she kept like walking around
to make sure we were all safe.and she made
me wear the goggles that kept sliding down my
nose and yuhui changed to ours cause ours
was COOLER :D but it kept sliding down
our nose and mine almost dropped :D
i told tania she looked really handsome :D
and zelia is the CHIOBUNG of 2c1
melissa is super cute la and valerie too!
best friends thats why la two of them.

so you think it's over?but you know what,
it has only just began

2005-04-22T23:23:00.000-07:00

give me a gun
and i'll shoot myself

OKAY.great.it's home for me again.
no school ):
i am DYING of boredem.i know
this may seem weird,but i really
miss school ): all the fun we have
in class,the laughter and ms loh's
weird talks and calling us honey :D
mr lim's funny colour shirts,liu lao
shi's constant nagging at us to listen
to her,mrs raja's squeaky voice,ms sem's
intresting stories and so much more.
and i missed the damn maths and
chinese test today.they just finished
the test not long ago.i don't want
to sit for my test in the physics
lab.it's just so EEYER :/
i shall try to ask mr lim to
let me do my maths paper on tuesday
outside the class.but i will miss
pythygerous therem.i missed i think
3 lessons on them and i can't afford
to miss another one.i think i know
what i can tell mr lim.he wants me
to pass so badly so i shall say you
let me take the test on tuesday
( cause he always teaches me on monday )
i will try my best to pass.cause i
really don't quite understand how to
do the (3-ac)n+3 and he said
the test is going to be hard.

------: look her,i didn't copy her post.
and yes,i admit to ripping the skin.and
i do belief you have never ripped someone's
post or skin before?come on.why does ______
hate you so much?cause you ripped her post,
and copy it word for word.can you look me in
the eye and say you have never ripped her
post?you can't.so stop trying to make me sound
like i am the bad person here cause i know my
mistake.but you?you never learn.when will you
ever learn?so stop pointing fingers at anyone.
look at yourself first before doing anything.